Forever was a promise. Forever was trust. Forever, it meant to never leave. Do you still think of what we were? Do you still think of how you made me whole? Did you even think of a forever? Did you even understand how it felt? I know I was the first one to make a mistake. I know I was the idiot. I know I failed at forever first. I know that I still hurt to this day. I know you were hurt first. I know it can never be fixed with a bandaid. I know forever is just a word... I still do want that forever. I stil stay up at night, unable to stop these thoughts. I still know that forever was lost. I will treasure what I had. I will remember what we did. I will remember, forever and always.... Forever and always, I shall want you. Forever and always, I will miss you. Forever and always, it was never meant to be...