...For better or for worse...

Because of recent events my health hasn't been quite as well as it should be, my cancer treatment isn't working and there was a recent discovery of a hole in my heart. Its sad to say I may not have much longer here. Since I began playing this game I have made many friends, some close enough to call family. In the hope to show my appreciation I would like to make a club and have anyone who remembers me to come and visit. I want to make amends to my friends I have hurt in my own selfish needs and wants. I hope you all that I have done wrong too would forgive me, I now know I have made mistakes.

Angels are stripped of their wings and sent to fix their mistakes. I was stripped of my shell to show my weak and pathetic self, to show all the guilt I carry to this day. The guilt of hurting so many people has slowly made its way to my eyes. I want to include quite a few people but I know some have changed their usernames. Here are the few I do know and remember.

I deeply apologize to

AbusedPsychoKiltWearnanyaCooksfor being a jerk. Im sorry I hurt you so deeply, I hope you may one day forgive me. I love you mum.

Xxlele_lovexX I'm sorry I hadn't told you sooner about this and im sorry we never got close. I would have loved to share our laughs again.

IamSnowyjewel, what can I say besides the fact that your strong? You went through a lot and im sorry I couldn't stand by your side the whole way.

-MvP-NottyLoveBug-Laffin, I love you sis, don't ever forget that. Im sorry things went they way they did, im sorry we always fought, im sorry I wasn't a good baby brother. Please forgive me.

Mrs_SIN-SWEET-TOXIC-SOL I love you buddy! You kept me laughing and smiling sinve the day we met! Im sorry we didn't spend much time together, I should have talked to you more.

-SIN-SWEET-Mrs_Ghost please don't cry again, hearing you cry when I told you the news hurt more than anything. Im so glad I met you sis, we may not be blood but you are forever my big sis!

-B_L-LilAngel, my precious little angel. We been through a lot the past week or two but I still care about you deeply. You are truly a pure soul who needs the best people to follow. You are one of a kind and im sorry we had so many arguments.

Badass_Tickle_me_Tia I'm so sorry, it kills me not talking to you. What iv told you before has never left me. I fell for you, hard. I know mum wouldn't like it but you made me smile when we weren't arguing. I love you.

Those eight ladies give me hell but I still love them to death. Even when I fight and say I don't, I know deep down im lying to myself. I will never bring myself to truly hate them, there will always be love towards all of them and every other lady that's walked into my life through this game.

-MvP-NotSoNottyDoxXyPoo-Laffin, my brother for life. We fought so much but look at us now, cant even go a day without talking. I took care of you but you had your days caring for me. I look up to you even though that mouth of yours gets you into trouble quite a bit. I helped you when I could and you helped me too. You gave me hope that maybe just maybe ill make it through this mess. But we both know my strength has left me and im broken beyond repair. No matter how far I go I know you will always and forever be my big brother.

To my new friends I recently made ill miss you too! Here go a few: VT-I_SPY_on_Dundees_downunder, VT-Beach_Bunny, XxVIPxX-PURPLEROSE, -AC-Rach_Spanks_Tim-, xXBossOfTheApplesauce-Xx, Princess_Buttercup.

I nearly forgot my current pupil! Your the best pupil I could ever have Draziewiches! Ill miss you a lot!

-with love lil Josie
(AdorableJose)

 

I told him

 

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