Exposure: Still Human.

Exposure? Who cares?

How's everyone doing today? My name is Alucard and I am welcoming all of you to this thread. Now some of you are probably wondering who am I exposing? Is it someone that has done something bad? Someone who is being a hypocrite? Is it someone that is hiding and needs to be brought out? Well I assure you, it is neither of these questions. No one in this game is getting exposed. So what's the point of this thread? The point is, when people want to expose other people they don't know, they are what we call Attention Seekers.

I would never ever dare call out anyone, but it seems as though there are people who are just dying and begging for it. But see, it's those types of people who wants to break you down and keep you down and make you feel like you're not worth it, make you feel like you're worthless in this life and you'll be a lot more worthless in the next. The thing is, nobody is worthless and in my honest opinion, everyone deserves a second chance. Everyone deserves something just to better themselves, but it is up to that person that has to build that want to better himself or herself. Not do it for the sake of family or friends, but for you. Friends and family wants to see you succeed and become better, but you have to want it for you.

When I came on forums and unexpectedly started posting positive messages to everyone, I did it because of the negativity that I deal with. People talking smack, take every single thing as a joke, giving a death threat to other people as I witness it, I didn't have time for it. Then I get looked at because of my name. They thought my name is a reference to my personality. My name was never a reference to my personality, it was a reference for a relationship type. Will people understand that? Of course not. Everyone thinks differently, but I forgive them. If you are wondering where I am going with this, the person I am exposing is myself.

"Why are you exposing yourself? Why are you gonna let people know who you are? What's the point of telling people who you are if all they care about is the positivity that you have brought to them?" Because some people can't stand that fact that my positivity is eating away all the negativity that they are trying to give me or to other people. For every thread I make, they want to try to start stuff with me. Little by little, they tried to expose me, they tried to make me look like a bad person, they even hired me and didn't let anyone else have me cause they are waiting for me to get high stats to hit me again. Who am I you ask?

I am i_Too_Ch1ll_4_U_



But nobody cares who I am, except the people that likes to stalk me and wants me gone from this game. Nobody cares who my main is because not everyone in this game knows me. If they knew me, they knew me by my username. If you wanna know who cares about who my main is, ask my pupil. My pupil and the rest of his club are the only people who are trying to keep a close eye on me because of a simple fact that they think I should quit this game. Go ahead and ask them what they know about me and watch them assume what they know. When you finish asking them, then come talk to me and tell me what they said then I'll show you how they don't know me. Remember on my motivation thread what I said about what they say about me on the internet and in real life? This guy is lame. He's a bigot, he supports racism, and he supports death threats. He's so dumb, he's should just quit life. This is what they say about me. Well allow me to tell you just a little bit about your so called bigot, racist, supporting death threat guy.

1.) I looked up the term Bigot. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion and I have no say over them whatsoever. Things are an arguable debate but at the same time, opinions will always matter.

2.) Racism, I've looked up the term for that word as well. Just so you know, I am mixed with 3 different races: French Indian and Black. People refer to me as Black and White, but my skin color isn't Grey lol. Plus I've made friends with a lot of different races as well, be White, Black, Asian, Hispanic, Arabian or any of those sorts.

3.) Death Threats... You know when I hear death threats, I hear the ones I usually get back in 2003. During that time I was known as "the White Boy around the Block." I was given death threats everyday when I was in elementary school for being the "only white boy" in school. Yeah I got my tail whipped, but at the end of the day, I stood my ground. If I supported Death Threats, I would've sent a bunch of people threatening messages, but I don't because I'm not a crazy person like any of ya, but at the same time, I still forgive those who assume and don't know.

So there's a little bit about me. But why are you posting positive threads in forums? Because that's my passion. That's what I like to do. It makes me feel better about myself knowing I did something positive not just for me, but for the people around me and for my friends and family. I like spreading out positivity to everybody because it let's them know there's still hope and humanity left in this world, not all is lost. This is what some people don't understand. Is it right for people to criticize another person? No its not, but they have free will and they will do as they  please and as they tend to do so.

I don't know if anyone cares about this or if anyone cares about who my main is. But the fact that I put myself out here and I showed myself to everyone shows that I'm not afraid. People who said that I'm too scared to show my main, my main is already lost and gone. I was asked if I was too chill and I told people no. I no longer go by that name due to the fact people confuse that name and use it as a reference to my personality. Others can say whatever they want about me, they can even say how much they want me gone, the fact still remains: it takes one person to show they don't. Not everyone wants me gone and not everyone knows who I am. Am I sad to have that name? No, because I knew what my name meant and others assumed what it meant and wanted to test my patience.

"Expected from Chill, trying harder and harder and harder to get people to like him. You make me laugh so much and you try so hard, you probably forgotten all the stuff you said months ago." Sometimes I wonder if you know the definition of a try-hard. What do you think I'm trying to do? You think I'm trying to get people to like me? You really think I'm making these positive threads to get people to like me? I'm not making positive threads to get people to like, I'm making positive threads to get away from all your negativity and drama, yet its everywhere when it comes to any of you. And to be honest, I remember everything that was said. I was a mean person back then and although I was acting so tough against people who wants to waste time on me, I really didn't know what I was doing. It's as if I walked into a war against people that are dressed the same but each and every single one of them is one person, one person that wants you to cause drama and wants you to retaliate, one person that wants you to push the sword into you heart and laughs as he watches you fall. Plus he brings in 3 more people that brings in more that are dressed the same. 3 of them.are different but when they uncover the mask, its one person. 4 people behind each and every single mask there is and I was only one person that had to fight them off for as long as I could. Until suddenly I realized something.

I chose to deal with these people and I chose to deal with their negativity. I announced my defeat and I gave up because there were too many. But even if I did accept my defeat. I still smiled because I stood my ground for as long as I could and did everything I could to defend myself. I went all out and in the end it had no affect. One person can't take an entire army of the same 4 people. So I looked at one solution, one solution that will help me get out of this negativity and that was to escape. After escaping for a little bit, I realized how much negativity that was brought upon me and then I looked at myself in the mirror and told myself, That's not who you are supposed to be. You are a human and you are supposed to bring positivity to those in life, not promote the negativity. Whether it'd be internet or real life, I still had to escape from an endless battle and get away from them. I knew it wouldn't be long for them to find me and I only have so little time left, so when I looked in this mirror, I told myself I'm better than this. I don't have to deal with drama and I don't have to deal with their drama. I will stay positive and I will stay caring and become who I know I really am. I Am Human.


I probably have a lot to prove to people that I am spreading a positive joy to others, but ask yourself this: if you wanted to make a change and wanted to spread positivity to the world, would you let strangers who assumes they know you and assume they know everything about you really get to you? Would you let people that don't even know you bring you down with so much negativity that they can finally push you off the building? Or are you the one that's in control and you push them off the building? Are you the one that knows even if people assume who you are and they want to expose you and you do it yourself, you'll still keep your head high and keep smiling everyday and keep posting positive stuff just to make them mad? The choice is yours. It's up to you to want the change that other people don't want you to do. "They realize and see how much potential you have in yourself. If you was to realize you have a lot more potential than them and you was to utilize it to your advantage, you'd be better than them." Until next time everyone.

P.S. How's the guy impersonating me treating y'all? I'm pretty sure I'm expecting this impersonator to try his best to expose me on forums in this game since y'all have nothing better to do. Good Job and Keep up the good work guys.

 

To me Adam, that's all that matters. I'm not changing because people want me to, I changed because I wanted to. I wanted to change and I made that change. That's all that matters to me.

 

Of course! Who said I was stopping?

 

Lol love ya too

 

You can still change into a better person. You just have to want that change. There's your tl;dr version.

 

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