Drama

Hey, this thread will just be a nonsense but I just had to post it.
Here's the deal, I met this someone here around early December and i like him. Okay that was a lie, I love him. I told him that many times and I waited.
Around Christmas, I got tired. He replied to my message for days so I thought i could move on and find someone who actually cares about because trust me, he doesn't care about me.
He became my boyfriend though, well I think he was (I asked him if he was my boyfriend but he never really said yes, he just kissed me so i took that as a yes), before the christmas incident happened.
Well anyway, I got tired. I sent him a message and told him that what I really feel. I told him i get butterflies in my stomach whenever I see pimd at my notibar and always hope it was him. I told him that I love him and I always will but i want to set him free even though he didn't say we were together. It took him a day or so to reply and he told me he felt like a jerk because it took him days to reply. I thought i was over him when he replied but when he told me he was sorry, everything came back, my feelings for him hit me again.
I wanted him back of course and I did (i think). We talked a lot and we spent time together and it was great.
Now, we never realy got to talk on weekdays since we both have busy schedules and we could only talk during weekends. I told him he could go see other people because I don't want him to be stuck with me, someone who doesn'T have time for him and can't fulfill his needs. He said he doesn't want to because I'm enough. This made me love him more. Then now, it's the same, we don't get to talk during weekdays and even during weekends we only get to spend like 3 hours together.
And now I've been thinking, it's not working out. I guess it's really not meant to be.
I need to choose:
To be wise: The right thing to do is to just let go and seperate. It isn't getting me anywhere and I know the wisest thing to do is to just leave him. It's not like I like someone else, like i said, I will always love him. But, also like i said, it's not working out. We are better off seperated. Following my mind would be wisest thing to do.
To be that stupid girl who follows her heart: Name says it all. I shut my mind out and listen to my freakin heart. I stay with him and everything wouldn't matter, it's just him and me (or just me). But i won't care, as long as I'm with him, nothing else matters. It's okay to look stupid infront of everyone, including him.

I think he is hiding something from me. Really. I have this gut feeling that he will just hurt me and laugh at my face about how stupid i am and that he is fooling me all along.
I don't even know if he is seeing someone else.
What should i do? Follow my heart or my brain? My stupid heart or my correct brain?
In love, there should be no fear. But why? Wjy is there fear? Is this really love?

Our relationship is pointless but it makes me happy (just to sum it up)