Don't Show You're Scared

Discussion in 'Fan Fiction' started by *madelinnicoledavis (01), Jan 30, 2013.

  1. Okay so at first it seems as though it's a highschool romance thing but it's not. Just read till the end and you'll see it will become about that. I won't give away any hints so here it is!
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    Don't show you're scared

    ^^Flashback^^
    New neighbors again... Great. More annoying boys to bother me. The new neighbors were NEVER girls.

    Of course I have gained many skills and knowledge because of this though.

    I watched them go to the clubhouse with my brother. Hmm. Twelve is what momma said his age was. Like me. I knew we could become friends but I wasn't going to let him get in my head.

    As I watched he already got stuck in my head. Blonde hair, blue eyes, and wore sunglasses to look cool.

    I laughed and walked silently behind them, so I could watch how they react without a girl around.

    I stayed behind a tree and listened. He didn't talk much but his brother and sister sure did.

    They said they were from a different school and a different county than us.

    Soon they boy saw me and left. What was his problem?

    Little did I know, he would become the most important thing to me that summer. Not only summer but the rest of my life.
    ^^Flashback over^^

    ^^New flashback^^

    I watched as he hugged my brother staring into my eyes over his shoulders.

    He said his last bye and left. No hug for me. We were friends to weren't we? It didn't matter if I was a girl! He could hug me bye to!

    I hated to see him leave. I wouldn't be able to see him again and school started in two days.

    My life without him seemed... Empty. No more Zevin for me. He would be gone and I couldn't get him back.

    The thing I regretted? Not telling him. I told no one but my friends who didn't know him so they weren't a threat.

    Of course, every good thing comes to an end. Plus with everything else that's happened in my life, I didn't need another reason to cry when I couldn't.

    I had to be strong for my brother and sister. They couldn't know that something was wrong with their big sister. They just couldn't.

    Goodbye Zevin. I hope you miss me as much as I will miss you.
    ^^Flashback over^^

    I slowly walked down the hallway, my head down as I remembered that dreaded day. It's been almost five months but I hadn't forgotten a moment with him.

    It seemed like I was being punished for something I didn't do. Why did I always get the sad things in life? Why not someone else?! Someone who could cry about it and not worry?!

    I couldn't cry. No way I could. I must be strong and not relive my past. How is it that a twelve year old felt like this? I don't know but I do.

    I found my locker and quickly opened it before he came. I closed it and quickly left for the doors.

    "Hey Madelin!"

    S***.

    I ignored him and kept walking. It was raining. Great. I walked out of the school and to the trailer in the back.

    Two classrooms were there. One that usually went to the gym and got to do whatever they wanted. The other had to wait out in whatever weather it was until the teacher came.

    I was always there early. I walked to the back door. Locked.

    I walked to the front doors. Locked. Both of them.

    I groaned and took out my phone and earplugs. I hurriedly put them in and turned my music on before my stalker came back.

    Yes my stalker. Follows me, talks to me, try's to ask me out all the freaking time, and annoys the hell out of me.

    I became the music and ignored the world, staring into the outdoors. So pretty yet so dangerous. Holding things that you couldn't even imagine.

    I sighed and turned my music off as the teacher came. He unlocked the door and let us through.

    I sat in my usual seat while one of my best friends, Shawna, sat in front of me.

    Boring class's, one after another. Finally my day was over. I could go home and get lost in my music. Wrong.

    Home wasn't an escape world with memories of him here. I couldn't relax or move when I went to my moms house because of it. At my dads, I was fine but here had to many memories.

    I walked in my room and heard the usual knocking from the other half of the duplex house. No one lived in the other half but someone always knocked.

    I would knock back and continue doing homework or something.

    I began to think about how I wished for once I could cry. Just once. Couldn't I have that little happiness?

    I then fell asleep and had a dream I would never forget for it became my life. My wish. My hope.

    ^^Dream^^
    I was sitting on top a hill, picking the dead flowers. Only flowers could die peacefully. Some would be crushed while others die natural.

    I sighed as I heard a twig break. I turned around, fist at the ready.

    "Relax, it's only me," said the all so familiar voice.

    "Zevin," I squeaked.

    He laughed and sat by me"What's wrong? You don't look the same. You look... In pain. What's on your mind?"

    I began to cry and told him my family problems leaving him out.

    He put me in his lap and hugged me tightly, allowing me to cry in his chest.

    Oh it felt so good to cry. With him there, I could.
    ^^Dream over^^
    That dream would come true. I knew it would but for know, I need to focus on why I awoke from this dream in a strange world.
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    Sorry it's short but I didn't want to give away to much about the strange world in the first updatehope u enjoyed! Tell me if I need to change anything!
     
  2. Perfect. I'm in love! 
     
  3. Thanks! I'll have another ready tonight or tomorrow
     
  4. Buuuummmmp. Update soon! I love it. <3
     
  5. Bump...now update soon or u know what gonna happen
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  6. not santie clausehow will we get gifts now
     
  7. I looked around the beautiful place, trying to decide if it was for good or for bad.

    There was many golden trees, greener than green grass, a beautiful pond, and even small flowers on vines wrapped around the place.

    That's when I saw the letter on the tree. I walked over and grabbed the letter and began to read it.

    Dear chosen one,

    You are here because of your past. Painful, harmless, and harsh. We have taken your loved one. You must find him before it's to late.

    Each day is a year so spend them wisely. Today you are still twelve so don't threat. You must find your lover by your eighteenth birthday or you both will forget each other.

    Good luck and oh, here's your clue. Read it wisely and use this for your journey.

    On my knees, alive but dead

    Look at all the invisible blood I've bled

    I'm not gone, my mind has drifted

    I'm just me, warped and twisted

    Burnt out, wasted, empty
     
  8. The last one cut offsorry
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    I looked around the beautiful place, trying to decide if it was for good or for bad.

    That's when I saw the letter on the tree. I walked over and grabbed the letter and began to read it.

    Dear chosen one,

    You are here because of your past. Painful, harmless, and harsh. We have taken your loved one. You must find him before it's to late.

    Each day is a year so spend them wisely. Today you are still twelve so don't threat. You must find your lover by your eighteenth birthday or you both will forget each other.

    Good luck and oh, here's your clue. Read it wisely and use this for your journey.

    On my knees, alive but dead

    Look at all the invisible blood I've bled

    I'm not gone, my mind has drifted

    I'm just me, warped and twisted

    Burnt out, wasted, empty
     
  9. I looked around the beautiful place, trying to decide if it was for good or for bad.

    That's when I saw the letter on the tree. I walked over and grabbed the letter and began to read it.

    Dear chosen one,

    You are here because of your past. Painful, harmless, and harsh. We have taken your loved one. You must find him before it's to late.

    Each day is a year so spend them wisely. Today you are still twelve so don't threat. You must find your lover by your eighteenth birthday or you both will forget each other.

    Good luck and oh, here's your clue. Read it wisely and use this for your journey.

    On my knees, alive but dead

    Look at all the invisible blood I've bled

    I'm not gone, my mind has drifted

    I'm just me, warped and twisted

    Burnt out, wasted, empty
     
  10. I looked around the beautiful place, trying to decide if it was for good or for bad.

    That's when I saw the letter on the tree. I walked over and grabbed the letter and began to read it.

    Dear chosen one,

    You are here because of your past. Painful, harmless, and harsh. We have taken your loved one. You must find him before it's to late.

    Each day is a year so spend them wisely. Today you are still twelve so don't threat. You must find your lover by your eighteenth birthday or you both will forget each other.

    Good luck and oh, here's your clue. Read it wisely and use this for your journey.

    On my knees, alive but dead

    Look at all the invisible blood I've bled

    I'm not gone, my mind has drifted

    I'm just me, warped and twisted

    Burnt out, wasted, empty
     
  11. Argh!!!
    Let me try again
     
  12. I looked around the beautiful place, trying to decide if it was for good or for bad.

    That's when I saw the letter on the tree. I walked over and grabbed the letter and began to read it.

    Dear chosen one,

    You are here because of your past. Painful, harmless, and harsh. We have taken your loved one. You must find him before it's to late.

    Each day is a year so spend them wisely. Today you are still twelve so don't threat. You must find your lover by your eighteenth birthday or you both will forget each other.

    Good luck and oh, here's your clue. Read it wisely and use this for your journey.

    On my knees, alive but dead

    Look at all the invisible blood I've bled

    I'm not gone, my mind has drifted

    I'm just me, warped and twisted

    Burnt out, wasted, empty
     
  13. I looked around the beautiful place, trying to decide if it was for good or for bad.

    That's when I saw the letter on the tree. I walked over and grabbed the letter and began to read it.

    Dear chosen one,

    You are here because of your past. Painful, harmless, and harsh. We have taken your loved one. You must find him before it's to late.

    Each day is a year so spend them wisely. Today you are still twelve so don't threat. You must find your lover by your eighteenth birthday or you both will forget each other.

    Good luck and oh, here's your clue. Read it wisely and use this for your journey.

    On my knees, alive but dead

    Look at all the invisible blood I've bled

    I'm not gone, my mind has drifted

    I'm just me, warped and twisted

    Burnt out, wasted, empty
     
  14. I looked around the beautiful place, trying to decide if it was for good or for bad.

    That's when I saw the letter on the tree. I walked over and grabbed the letter and began to read it.

    Dear chosen one,

    You are here because of your past. Painful, harmless, and harsh. We have taken your loved one. You must find him before it's to late.

    Each day is a year so spend them wisely. Today you are still twelve so don't threat. You must find your lover by your eighteenth birthday or you both will forget each other.

    Good luck and oh, here's your clue. Read it wisely and use this for your journey.

    On my knees, alive but dead

    Look at all the invisible blood I've bled

    I'm not gone, my mind has drifted

    I'm just me, warped and twisted

    Burnt out, wasted, empty
     
  15. I looked around the beautiful place, trying to decide if it was for good or for bad.

    That's when I saw the letter on the tree. I walked over and grabbed the letter and began to read it.

    Dear chosen one,

    You are here because of your past. Painful, harmless, and harsh. We have taken your loved one. You must find him before it's to late.

    Each day is a year so spend them wisely. Today you are still twelve so don't threat. You must find your lover by your eighteenth birthday or you both will forget each other.

    Good luck and oh, here's your clue. Read it wisely and use this for your journey.

    On my knees, alive but dead

    Look at all the invisible blood I've bled

    I'm not gone, my mind has drifted

    I'm just me, warped and twisted

    Burnt out, wasted, empty
     
  16. I looked around the beautiful place, trying to decide if it was for good or for bad.

    That's when I saw the letter on the tree. I walked over and grabbed the letter and began to read it.

    Dear chosen one,

    You are here because of your past. Painful, harmless, and harsh. We have taken your loved one. You must find him before it's to late.

    Each day is a year so spend them wisely. Today you are still twelve so don't threat. You must find your lover by your eighteenth birthday or you both will forget each other.

    Good luck and oh, here's your clue. Read it wisely and use this for your journey.

    On my knees, alive but dead

    Look at all the invisible blood I've bled

    I'm not gone, my mind has drifted

    I'm just me, warped and twisted

    Burnt out, wasted, empty and hollow

    Today's just yesterdays tomorrow

    To many tricks, to many lies

    So many when's, so many why's

    Nobody's perfect ,nobody's gifted

    I'm just me, warped and twisted

    Every two lines count! Good luck :)

    HT

    Every two lines count... Maybe that's the answer.

    I can't believe I'll be eighteen when I come back home. What will my parents say? I wonder of they're worried about me?

    Well I guess I better start reading and understanding better.

    On my knees alive but dead. Look at all the invisible blood I've bled. This is the first two lines. On my knees... Alive... Dead... What could that mean?

    I looked more closely around and noticed three paths. Like a maze.... Or one of those fun pick your path games except my future was on the line.

    One was dark with a skull. One was bright with a sun. One was blue with a thunder cloud.

    Alive but dead... The skull... Maybe I should take that path? Look at all the invisible blood I've bled. Could that mean the past ghosts of people?

    Oh well. I'll take a chance. I walked through quickly and found myself being forced through a time warp.

    I screamed but nothing came out. I watched as flying colors went by me. I saw ghosts and skeletons of all sorts, almost threatening me it seemed.

    The memories of my past flew through my head. Me crying over my parents, my grandpa dying, me watching my little sister leave with my evil ex stepmom.

    Why did those pop in my head? Please go away! I hate you memories!

    The tunnel seemed to be endless when I fell out of it. What just happened?

    I stumbled on the ground, my head spinning. How was it already night?

    Did it take that long to go through a time warp? I saw a cabin and ran over immediately and walked through.

    I found a note on the door. I reluctantly picked it up and read:

    Hello. I see you made it through the first quiz:)

    Four more to go! Don't worry the tests get much more difficult!

    You can stay here tonight just don't sleep on the wrong things. Be careful

    Oh and happy thirteenth birthday!

    See you on the other side;-)

    HT
    What did it mean be careful with what I sleep on? What could something from here possibly do? Wait skull and death... Could I die if I make a mistake?

    Well... Maybe if I sleep outside... No what if something comes to kill me?

    I'll just sleep on the floor for safety. That's the best I can do right?

    I fell asleep comfortably and dreamed the dream from before. Why dream something that can't happen if I don't awake?

    Awake Madelin awake!

    I woke up instantly to this voice in my head. Was that me or someone else?

    There's a note on my head... I'll read it.

    I took it off and read it.

    Happy fourteenth birthday! You better get a move on before it's to late!

    P.S.
    How do you get him to shut up? He keeps screaming your name? Saying something about how he wishes to hold you one last time and feel the warmth of your skin?

    I don't know. He is very much confusing me with this nonsense! Come and help please!
    HT

    Poor Zevin... He is as heartbroken as me. I never believed he would be. I must move on for him!

    First I need to know how I slept through a whole day. How did that happen? Did I sleep on the wrong thing again?

    I walked outside into the warm air immediately felt like I was at home. The only problem was, I wasn't at home.

    That's another thing I need to find out. Where am I?
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  17. Okay it workedI had more details added in earlier but they got erased so sorry if it doesn't have much and sorry it took so long to figure out what was wrongit wouldn't let me use an and sign lol
     
  18. Lol. Loved it <3 Update soon!!
     
  19. Great and BUMP!!!!!!