*lll_G0NE_lll (01)
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You guys don't need to reply to this. I just need a place to vent. Maybe I'll start a blog or something
My life isn't the worst life ever, no doubt about it. But it's not the greatest. I've had the best times ever. And the worst. I feel like nothing good can ever happen in my life because I mess it up. I loved so many people to have them torn away. I've had my heart broken to the point where I could feel the pain in my chest. Sometimes I wonder why I try at love when I know it's gonna be taken from me. Then there are times where I don't feel like any one cares.. Those are my worst times Cus I try to hurt myself. I used to wonder why did I try to kill myself but then one day I realized why. I wanted to know. If I died right now, who would really care?
My life isn't the worst life ever, no doubt about it. But it's not the greatest. I've had the best times ever. And the worst. I feel like nothing good can ever happen in my life because I mess it up. I loved so many people to have them torn away. I've had my heart broken to the point where I could feel the pain in my chest. Sometimes I wonder why I try at love when I know it's gonna be taken from me. Then there are times where I don't feel like any one cares.. Those are my worst times Cus I try to hurt myself. I used to wonder why did I try to kill myself but then one day I realized why. I wanted to know. If I died right now, who would really care?