Hey peeps. Pooh bear here. Have you ever felt discouraged? Depressed? Misunderstood? Abandoned? A few days ago, in my old club The-Black-Pearl, someone and I got into a fight. I wasn't aware that things were going on, and I needed to be b****-slapped. Real hard. She had a situation, and the club was gloomy. I decided to walk in at that perfect moment (ikr?) and be playful. The rest of my club and this Anonymous person got angry. And now I am back at my old club. Anonymous, I'm sorry for everything. I feel horrible, even though everyone said to let it go. When something happens, idk, it just sticks. Like a gecko. And I realize how much of a b**** I am. So sorry. The-Black-Pearl, you probably all hate me now... and now, more than ever, I feel alone. But I'm not trying to diss you guys or anything. I just wanted to say how much I love you guys, and how much I wish I could stay. So, yeah. Lately, more than ever, I've been a bit depressed. Great timing, too, 'cause school's starting up! And I just wanted to say, to all of you out there with a case of depression, that I understand. Things happen, change. You want to hold on to the past, move on to the future. But whatever happens, just know that someone is there for you. And as I lie on my bed, at nearly midnight, I realize only now how destructive one can be. Pooh Bear out.
Fact about me. I'm depressed mist if the time. No one ever knows it. But now they do. I have legit reasons to be depressed but I try and not let it get the best of me. And I think you should do the same too.
I'm always depressed. An air of melancholy surrounds me, and it's only few seconds of oblivious bliss that gives me an illusion of comfort to forget about the sorrow. A. Few. Seconds. Then BAM. Back to this pitiful reality. :|
Mostly I either write or fuck things up to keep my mind off bad things. Like a hobby of sorts. I, for one, used to write. Now I piss people off! Oh, those hateful reactions I always get... This is why I live, people. For petty online arguments that aren't even worth your time. 8)
I used to be -SBO-ViceTheNamelessSin. Of course I've argued with you. Or rather, you argued with me. .-. Lol
I don't usually start arguments unless the other party seriously pisses me off. But... Meh. Arguments are just my source of entertainment and amusement.
No? -SBO-Nintendo64-Monster? -SBO-SkeletonMonsterKing? D: Y U NO REMEMBAH MEH? D: I was the same person who partly allowed you to go to the dirty roleplay club and I still regret it.
Because, I either choose not to or my mind rejects your existence in my own subconsciousness. Oh, and good for you for making a mistake. :>
I never said you were... It's just that my mind isn't capable of remembering many events or things. ._. sorry if I worded it wrong.