Not looking for pity or sympathy or anything, i just want to share some deep things that have happened in my life. Writing about it has made me feel better, and still even thinking about will help me for the future. Please keep hateful comments to yourself, this topic is real for me. (It's a rap) My parents were drug users But i was too young to know it They raised me for 10 years But i'm still glad they done it My dad was abusive. Like his dad to him... But he gave me a new life, And it's my time to begin Through years of trial and error Disobedience and consequence I learnt a valuable thing And i found how to comprehend I understand now, what drugs can do. Wouldn't you? If you lived it too? My past set up barriers, so i'm not hurt no more I'm tired and scared, To end up on the floor Behind a locked door Screaming and crying "Dad stop, please no more" Now i live a life of regret and depression And it's not the weed that made this impression I long to succeed, learn new things No more messin' I'm not gunna repeat the failure i've been blessed with I came out a new man, My experiences sharpened my defences So i'm sorry if i come off as reluctant Yeah... I've taken enough hits...