Jordan if she not all that then leave me alone. And if she boring you owe me MONEY! (Hours later) Okay Jay you right she is amazing. Everyday we talk and talk for hours. I didn't think this would be me. A young man in love with a girl I never touched.
C.W. I had doubt about us for a long time. But afterward everything felt.... right. Until he tried to fight made me leave. Told me everything had to end. I didn't know what to do. But I knew in time we would become us again.
My actions hurt you I know. Not perfect and not the person who I thought I was. Never knowing what directions to take. I drive toward success but instead I find myself in quicksand with a big sign saying "Failure Lane". But you, your going 70 in a 65 straight to where I want to go.... Success/Happiness. Hopefully you write me tellin how great that place is.
I'm not going to put all the blame on you my decisions or lack of caused whatever to happen and I'm woman enough to admit I'm not perfect either but I saw through all your flaws and seen your perfection within , knowing where your heart is will take you wherever you want to go you have to let go of all your fear and anger and be ready for the ride ... If you want success and happiness go after it no one can stop you but you .. - C.W
I only use the word bye, when someone dies. I brought with the word bye meaning bye forever. It always sounded rude and mean. Telling them that the story we made is no longer in use. It burned in a horrible house fire, and we can never get it back. But that's not what I said to you. But in the eye of anyone that's what they say we said. But I'd never let let that word, with it's meaning being so strong, come out of me.
You what makes me dread this day. Is that through all my experience. I've still not really found my high school sweet heart. I have you and could have many more. But between me and you is that big thing people call distance. I mean, how can you beat that. I'm young can't say F this lets drive hours away to met up... If we are face to face would we really want each other as much as we thought. Would hate for that to be true wasted time to find out we don't match. I'd be pissed for life.
You say you love me then we're happy for a moment but when the slightest then comes up you run away to someone instead of me instead of trying to talk about it . You want to be the only one guy in my life but you always mention the other girls you could have as if I'm not good enough but have the nerve to get jealous over a guy that doesn't hold a candle to you . I don't want to be your number I want to be your ONE AND ONLY .. When I said you didn't know what you wanted and you we're just straddling the fence wanting be with me one day and then when the wind blows being with her . I'm sorry but not sorry I refuse to be anybody's option when you are my priority there was nothing that I could honestly say I wouldn't do for you . Maybe it's my fault .. Then again I've done EVERYTHING I could possibly do to make you happy everything that I know I'm suppose to do , needed to do . I've been riding with you going on almost two years and this is what I get back it's like a slap in the face dating F you and your feelings ... Since the first time we talked and you told me about your ex hurting you and stuff I knew I didn't want to cause you any of that hurt and pain at least not on purpose and I've managed to keep my promise .. I've given you my all but there's nothing left to give until you become the man I first said I love you too .. I love you but sometimes love isn't enough .. P.S I love you P.P.S "Someone Always trying to run when they sense something real "
I can't help the way I am. But your right about everything. And again I've fucked up your heart. And I'm sorry. I think I should leave everyone alone.