These dilemmas I face I blow In a cloud of smoke as I levitate/ ... Too much for me so I put em on God's Conveyor belt and let em escalate/ ... I'm dead inside hoping for some mystic paramedic to resuscitate/ ... The light Beneath the self- righteous suicide That I premeditate ... A strange co-incidence our first encounter So intense/ ... The stars aligned Soul, hearts, and eyes, Intertwined in feelings So immense/ So tell me why after I give you My all You're seeming so distant/ When love has had no education Or dictionary It doesn't know distance/ ... Your empty promises Fill my heart With lies Sadness disappointment/ ... Did I entertain Your desires enough?... Since this Is what you do for your enjoyment/ ... Only one I trust... So my relationship to the world is now Disjointed/ ... And the credit that I've set aside For my future love Has been voided/