This is a poem made by a good friend i care and love for. And it has been one of my favorites ever since. I just simply wanna share this to you all. And i hope you guys enjoy. LITTLE SECRET This is a tribute to hated memories. For fake lovers and imaginary enemies. Of words and choices that I loved to hate. Whom I blame and thank for my current state. I never thought I'd turn out to be such a liar. Now looking back on it I see my troubles and the flaws they would inspire. I lied for attention, peace of mind and protection. The occasional transgression for the mostly pure intention. I’ve always wanted to be one of the good guys And I’ve done work to be one it would seem. But deep down I always believed in the ends justifying the means. I deceived in the face of trust without remorse or pity. Loved in the name of lust and stayed in the name of apathy. I festered in anger and fueled other’s fire. Walking along side saints as a talented liar. On the outside though, it don’t seem like it All these years it was just learning to stay quiet. It doesn’t take much to notice look hard enough and you’ll see it. You see,The devil never left me… he’s just my little secret. Part of me would wonder why I choose to remember all this. Just skeletons in closets just being human why give it emphasis? Maybe it’s just a guilty conscience that’s been on my back for too long. And in writing this I hope it dies with it’s song. I’ve spent my time so far as a violent thinker. Helping with one hand and choking with the other. But thing’s ain’t that bad just figuring things out I swear this. This whole mess might be the consequence of self awareness. So here’s hoping that lost hope be mended. Or at least an ending that’s not open ended. I write this down and hope it dies with it. The devil hasn’t left me It’s just a little secret.
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