We put up a front (making others think we are feeling happy but we r feeling sad). We feel sad but don't want others to know. We feel life pulling in one direction, but we want to go in another. It is hard to do what ever we want when we r being torn down emotionally I'm side. We feel like being invisible is the only way we feel sane inside. We hope all don't know our pain. We hate when others know the truth. We hope we can hide the feelings very well. We feel like when others know they will thing VERY different of us. So we hide as best we can ad hate it when others are good at reading people. The only people who really can tell if some1 is putting up a front is when they have put one up for a LONG time.