But I'm 12 so I can't get drunk. But I almost broke the law and did. Why am I doing this? Because I feel terrible. Why else? If you're reading this you probably already know me for the bitch I am, so you won't be surprised when I say why I'm so fucking miserable. First of all, since I'm 12 I'm in Grade 7, making me not even be in highschool. If any of you guys can remember back then, you might remember that you might have used table groups. Well my table group is 3 people plus me. 2 of the school's biggest flirts, and one of the biggest daredevils. That makes me the punching-bag. Anyway, the daredevil is a girl, and was trying to impress the other guy at the tablegroup, by stabbing scissors randomly at me, but stopping them just before impact. This person's a teacher-pleaser though, so no matter what I did, I couldn't change it. Well today she messed up. She did hit me. Right above my left eye, and left a huge gash there. My teacher did not believe she did anything, and yelled at me to go to the office and shut up. I got lucky and passed one of my friends in the hall, and he helped me to the office. It was nothing major, other then a few little stitches, but the whole thing pissed me off. So I came on PIMD, very irritable, and found out the news that for various reasons, I wasn't an admin in my club anymore. I really don't care usually about this stuff, but in the dreamy, pissed off state I was in I over-reacted. I acted horribly to one of my best friends on PIMD, unfollowed them, was rude, and left the club. I will never be let back in as the whole process broke many club rules. I'm currently waiting for the farming to begin so I can stash my money safe. This is why I'm currently fighting the urge to go underaged to a club, buy 5 jin's and screw myself at the pub... To forget all this. Rage, troll, or call me an attention whore, I don't give. Just if I spaz out at you, now you know why.
@pooh I don't think you want to be laughing right now. There are consequences. I would shut up if I was you.
You have so many point you have made, sadly I read this and don't even have the heart to reply negatively.
I share your pain. Today, one of the girls from the popular clique got my wallet and took out 500MOP. I had to chase her around the whole playground, before she threw the money into the air and ran away. Not only that, when I was walking silently down the hall, people shoved through me and I got a huge purple bruise on my knee in the end. I feel for you, broski.
You should make a complaint about the school. If you needed stitches from an incident at school that should be investigated. Not sure how it works if you're in the USA but there must be some local authority to report to. The 'accident' will be on file somewhere or bloody well should be.
Here's how I solved my problems. Learn how to fight and when someone get in your face or steps up to you, knock them out. Obviously your school is dumb enough to not care about an after school fight.
Getting drunk is not the answer mate, you'll remember the next day. Whar i would recommend you is to man up or change school. Go and annoy that girl too!
I don't like how your teachers play favoritism. Favoritism is one of the major things that almost (or rather) equate to racism and sexism amongst others. Alas, it exists. Know that alcohol, though it might give temporary relief, will NOT and NEVER solve any problems. I have been through alcoholism. And it never did and never will alleviate any pain one has in his or her heart. Does your school have any counsellors who is completely unbiased about his or her opinions and hear you out? Or maybe a support group? Seek help there. Last of all, though it may be painful, try not to act as a victim but an overcomer who says, "Hey! I've been through all these negativities! But look! It didn't kill me! It only served to make me stronger!"