One day when I was 12, I had started going to middle school, bullying was a big problem, I got bullied, everyday I would come home with a scar or a bruise, I knew it would get worse it I told my mother so I kept it to myself, it got worse, I went to High School and thought it was better, I was wrong I was still getting hurt, then I became suicidal, I tried but my mother stopped me, I got to junior year of High School and decided to stand up to bullying, I made friends, but also enemies, after I got to freshman year of College, I quit standing up, my suicide attempt worked, I went to the hospital, there it was comfirmed that I was bipolar, after I tried again to stand up to bullying I stood up and bullying stopped, there I had gotten worse, my friends finally convinved me to stop suicidal attempts, the bullies were gone, I still had nightmares and scars, its gone though thank god, I know I am bipolar but I forget here and there, I never tell I have it and I don't act like it, I am no longer having to worry about not waking up, I am currently 23 and a junior in College, I want my scars and nightmares to go away, but I realize, I can't make them and I am bipolar and suicidal, bullying started again a few days ago, I had to fight, I got in trouble but the bullies stopped, they fear me now, I know I am not trying to be a bully and they don't mess with me or anyone know, but I gave them black eyes, and scars and bruises, I asked myself "Am I a bully?" and I realized, that fight made me a bully, the sepcific thing I was fighting, standing up to, what I didn't wanna become, I now realize I turned into a bully from that action of fighting the bullies...
I really wish people would actually take time out of their days to really read things. So many people put their heart and soul into things, and yet, so little people actually read it. I am very distraught by this kind of attitude. This man, Alejandro, has poured out everything he felt sharing, and yet it all just gets glossed over by some people. Instead of placing a tl;dr, try to read it and understand someone. I cannot stress how important some things are, and how much they need to be said. Sure some people have bad lives, but trying to compete for the worst life is just depressing. Anyways, he is pouring out what he can to try and help other people become better. He wants people to better themselves so they don't fall into despair. I appreciate him for what he is doing, because he is trying to help as many as he can, not just who he feels like helping. He is remarkable because of how he is a speaker against bullying.