... well, how do I begin? Is this a goodbye? I'm not even sure. I'm not sure about anything anymore. What I'm sure of is this migraine... *sigh* To all the people I hurt: I'm sorry I had an outburst like that. I'm so used to bottling up my feelings and opinions that, every once in a while, I'll just explode. My words were hurtful, I know. When I used them, I had every intent for that to happen. But I wasn't myself when I did that... it felt unreal. To finally say something you've held back. To finally express your feelings. To finally breathe... It's a great feeling to have, if you were in my position. I actually felt powerful for once, like I wasn't somebody without a voice. Like I could affect someone... obviously it was in a negative way, though. To my readers: Thank you... so much... Reading your comments and support on my stories was a great boost for me... I'm glad I actually made people happy, instead of bringing them pain, as usual. Yeah... I'm not even sure if I'll come on tomorrow. Or ever, for that matter. I have a lot of things to reassess. Like if I belong here or not. I obviously don't, I'm too much of a freak... I dunno. Bye, I guess.
IF YOU DARE LEAVE I WILL KILL YOU IN AN EVEN MORE BRUTAL WAY THAN ROSE WILL. Please don't leave )
Don't leave, please. Tell me the jerk who called you a freak. YOU ARE NOT A FREAK! You are all kinds of awesome! And what would happen to the wedding?
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! Don't leave!!!!!