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Hey there Linda here. Well.. Throughout PIMD, I've learned a lot, I've met tons of people; good ones, bad ones, smart, stupid, bi, gay, straight, you name it. I'm not much of a forumer so if you get bored just don't read this and leave. This thread is dedicated to my BFF, vito-corleone  I'll always love you BFF 

Well it all started back in our first club: Fons Camenarum, (no one runs the club anymore idk why) sub-club of Amator Camenae; it was the best club ever. For me it was. All the members were friendly, we helped everyone grow, cc was active 24/7. It was just great. Vito and I were under the same pupil: Krisler. Kris helped Vito into our club, he was at 5kcs, the club helped him grow. We all did. As time went by, we became friends, and then best friends. We told each other everything. He was always there for me whenever I was down. He was very supportive, friendly, everything you could ask for in a friend. We had lots of fun with each other. Made ourselves a glee club and would always sing We were duets or so we thought we were I would sing one part of the song, and he would finish it. When I hit 40kcs, I had to migrate to Amator Camenae he was still around 20-30kcs so he couldn't come over yet. I didn't like the first day at AC. I felt so left out everyone was so strong and they knew each other and there was me, at 40kcs just looking like a timid freak. So I pm'ed him he asked me how I was doing, I told him I didn't like it that much and that I missed FC he told me that everything will be okay and a buncho other stuff so I won't be club sick . Of course I was club sick FC was like family The AC and FC admins talked with each other and said it was okay for me to stay in FC, so I became admin there. Like the other admins, I helped out the new players, recruited players into our club, throw out volleys, etc. And then the time came, Vito reached 40kcs and had to go to AC  I was still at school during the time so when I got on to check PIMD, the first thing on my notifications was that he left the club I know, it's silly of me to be upset but I was. silly wabbit! Trix are for kids! Sorry got carried away. Anyhoo, I could always pm him and talk to him, but it just doesn't work that way for me I wanted him to be in the same club. I pm'ed him quickly and told him I missed him he's really something. Of course I saw him as a friend. Nothing more besides, I was with dawnson anyway not that it matters now anyhoo. He'd always come back to visit FC, and it was always HEAVEN whenever he came over because it means more glee time with him and then at some point, AC merged all of FC members into the club so that meant time with Vito! Yays we were still the bestest of friends, he was on my side of the wedding war against dawnson woohoos we won and I'll admit I played a bit dirty by getting mercs, eggy eggrolls  and anson but they had the invitation on their wall before the war so I don't get how it's really cheating but yeah. anyhoo, yes I finally found out his real name, and he found out mines which is Linda  well it was pretty obvious cuz my username was LindaJongHun at the time I asked him for his name first and he told me. And then he was like: your name's Linda right? And then I was like =__________= nah it's Diane. And so he started calling me Diane for a while until I had to tell him that my name was really Linda silly wabbit, tsk tsk (are you serious? Do I look like a Diane to you?) anyhoo yeah. When I broke up with dawnson, (changing my name soon so dont ask why im still a "Mrs" cuz im not anymore ) I did many crazy things to myself, even when I was still with him. I'm the dramatic type so yeah he told me to stop hurting myself cuz it's hurting him. And if I keep on doing it, he'll stop talking to me and won't be BFFs with him anymore. And yes stupid me, as hard as it was for me, I tried not to do it but ended up doing it again it was hard for him but he forgave me. Everything went back to normal. And then a gal popped in the image. She came in joined AC, and I became instant friends with her. We were singlish partners using lah leh lor mah meh loh (not sure if they're correct but yeah) anyhoo there was this day when she finally found out my real age, and started making a joke out of it in cc. Sigh everyone in the club was agreeing with her and laughing with her all along. Even vito I got mad at her and pretty much told her off in pm. She said it was just a "joke" and that I'm too serious. Yeah right joke about my age. Fdkashlskks!!  It caused a bit of drama so she ended up leaving the club. And then almost immediately, the club started blaming me =_= saying that it was my fault she left and that I took things way too serious. One of the admins pm'ed me and told me that she was angry at me cuz of my selfish rude behavior is what cause the gal to leave. And I was like what the heck =_= it's my fault? I couldn't take it anymore so I also left the club. I ended up pm'ing the girl telling her I'm sorry and that she could go back to the club cuz I left. Blah blah blah. Sorry if its starting to get boring anyhoo. Yeah, I got back into the club. And I guess I became friends with the gal again. And then one day I was lurking in cc, I saw the gal and my BFF there talking, flirting I guess. And yeah.. They ended up hooking up with each other. Honestly, I didn't really like it cuz I had a problem with the gal but it was his choice so I didn't say anything. I began to lurk more in cc. Not wanting to come out anymore cuz it always hurt me to see him talking to her all lovely dovely. Yes, I was jealous. I didn't think I would be jealous in that way but I was. Ever since he got with the girl we started talking lesser and lesser. And then another drama started yeah drama. I'm a drama queen but I didn't start it. She assumed me of doing something and so I was like no I never did nor did I intended to. I was so pissed off at her during the time so duh, rage took over it happens to everyone. I ended up cursing and swearing. Not at her but just in the things I said. She ss cuz he asked her to do so cuz he wanted to know how was it going between us. He saw the whole convo between us and was upset with me he told me that he didn't think I would be this mean, and that "you were being so mean when she was so nice". He said even if I tried to repair our friendship back together, it'll never be the same. Just a bunch of stuff.. He ended up choosing her of course.. And then it hit me.. I didn't know but it just hit me like a stupid piece of poo. I liked him, not as friends but as something more. That explained the jealousness and the rage and all of that. I ended up telling him that I liked him but of course, why would that matter anymore? He had a girlfriend and was committed to her. We stopped talking each other for a while for a couple weeks. And when we did talk again, it wasn't the same. He was more distant, it seemed like he didn't care anymore. All of his attention was directed to his girlfriend. Aghh. This is such a long thread lol. I'll just cut straight to it. Well Vito, it's been a long time since I've known you. I've done everything to be best friends with you but it seems like you never really saw my efforts to do so, or maybe it's just you don't care if we're gonna be BFFs again so.. I've decided to give up it hurts me to say so but I just don't know what to do anymore. I've done this and that but it doesn't work.. Maybe you were right, our friendship isn't gonna be the same anymore well if we ever run across each other again, I hope we'll still have a bit of that friendship connection. Good luck and be happy with Mary . And congrats on the engagement


 From your best friend or used to be best friend Diane, Linda =_=

 

Lols .

 

@-@ too long but oh well  this is for him

 

This thread isn't about confessing my love to him or about our love. In fact there was never love. It has always been friends and I just liked him more than a friend.

 

Glenn I don't really care what you do. I'm sick of your immature behavior. And leksi, yeah.. That's what it has been about loll. Everything is just bad now