Goodbye (My suicide lullaby) **** The air is thin I cannot breathe Well I can but I don't want to I know it's a need You beg and plead, Seeing my wrists for The first time So I'm saying Goodbye Without me alive Earth will be better The blood will Become slick on the floor I just don't care anymore To hell I'll go It's better than here Drinking underage beers Sneaking away from life Under no light Scissors to my wrists Are better than this Better left to die 'Cuz you never got off your throne To say goodbye That's how I'll die Without you by my side Starlights (Mints) **** Sweet on my tongue Minty on my breath Cool in the wind Tempting in scent Mints Eyes **** Eyes are the gateway to the soul A way to view the beauty Inside To see the horror And love The laughter we crave For me it's buried deep So look into my eyes And get a peek of the true me
Pole Boy The pole he carries Across his back Down the hill Hoping a twig will not crack His breath should be White and airy with the wind But it seems he's not breathing Yet as I get closer he's growing realer Blue Yankees cap Worn jeans that are streaked with mud Or maybe it's blood Maybe it's both For I don't know the boy In the jacket and hat The boy in my woods Just carrying a pole
My dad The tears keep coming And you keep playing that demented song Hoping I'll come along But let me tell you, You fuck er! I don't get straight A's I can't count to 100 without messing up At least I'll graduate from collage I have more general knowledge than you ever could You say I should be thankful Like I should bow to you News flash Pop, This aint your hood I'm the girl who Wears Knee Hi's with shorts Tank tops with toboggans Gets Cs in math You can't deal with that And I have a question? What if I told you these scars on my wrist were your fault? Or the blood on my hand now?