I know I'm gonna sound like a real whiny baby when I say this, but I need to vent and this is the only way I know how: if you don't care then pass my little post on by. I'm somewhat broken cuz I miss that easiness we had going for a while, that "friendship" I'd almost call it. Except...I was starting to think I wanted to be more than a friend. I know that's stupid and childish cuz this is a game (and one of the first things I told you was you won't get feelings for me because this is a game) but still...all that easygoing-flirting, and talking that we did...and now we barely talk anymore...I miss that. I miss it more than you could ever know. Or care for that matter. Because you basically just forgot about me and moved on...so idk I guess I didn't mean that much to you. Of course I could never tell you all this because I'm Rachel: all around cold-hearted bitch that doesn't care, will never care. But I do. About you. Alot. Care, that is.
As I said, this is me just ranting and letting stuff out...if you did not want to read it, please do as the subject implies and don't.