July 7 2010 I Stabbed Myself In The Neck Six Times. My Life Had Crumbled And Drugs And Alcohol Allowed A Lost Mind To Stop It's Heart. But A Miracle Happened That Day And Here I Am. The Odyssey That Followed Would Take Pages From "The Catcher In The Rye" The Bell Jar" And Mostly "One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest" My Fate Was Sealed That July Day And The Months Leading Up To It. My Time Is Limited. I Am An Empty Shell, No More Exemplified Then By My Time On This Emotion Trap, At Least It Is For Many Of The Lonely Hearts That Gather Here. I Finally Give Up. I Don't Have Enough Time For Any Of It To Be Wasted Here. Let The Judging Begin.....