I sometimes try to convince my friends to do something to their appearance that their thinking of even if it will look bad just so I can look better
GUYS PLEASE REFRAIN FROM MAKING JUDGMENTAL REMARKS I WANT THIS TO ME AN OPEN ATMOSPHERE FOR SECRETS....DON'T SCARE PEOPLE OFF
Oh hey guess I owe you all a secret. So I got picked on from when I started school until 7th grade. Ive moved around a lot so I was always the new girl and finally in 7th grade the bullying stopped So I got picked on because I'm gifted, and everyone hated the smart new girl. I was called ugly, too skinny(slim Jim), people made fun of my big lips(the same lips that r hot now), and the fact that I had no shape, no friends, no way of making friends cause I was a no body. To add to that, when I moved to live with my biological father for a year(7th grade) he said "i ha my doubts when you were younger but you turned out to be a beautiful girl" I was 12, and those words will always burn me. So now although guys always say I'm pretty, I have great friends, I'm doing great things, my bf is awesome, there's always the part of me that feels inadequate, like I'm never good enough, or pretty enough, or cool enough. The things that I've heard said to me have scarred me.
I totally understand I was told the same all through elm school and thats where alot of my insecurities stand from but try to hold on to the one good thing someone may have said For me a boy n 5th grade told me dont ever be insecure because your really pretty and its so easy to revert back to that child and nit realize where u are now THANK YOU FOR SHARING