"Daddy?" I started. "Daddy, can you hear me? I'm sorry for everything I've done. I didn't mean to make you leave. I didn't mean to make you leave me when I needed you most. Daddy, I'm sorry. Will you please come back? I forgive you. I'll take whatever punishment. You can't hit me if you like. I know you like that. You can even drink that special stuff that Mommy says you can't have. You know, the weird tasting stuff in that bottle? Mommy said little girls like me can't have it. But you're not a little girl. You can have it if you want. It seems to make you happy. I just want you happy, Daddy. I want you back and happy. I didn't mean it Daddy, honest. I just didn't want to get hit no more. I didn't know what that little button did. Mommy just said to use it if I ever feel like I'm in real danger. You scared me Daddy. But then it made a loud bang noise. It scared me so much Daddy! So I went to hug you, but there was this red sticky stuff on your shirt. I think it was blood. It came from your tummy. I didn't know what to do. I cried and cried. Then, you stopped holding my hand. Why won't you hold my hand, Daddy? I want you to talk to me. Please stop ignoring me. Please Daddy, please. Wake up."