"Him": Why must you be so far away, yet so close to my heart? Why didn't you just give me the damn goodbye that I wanted? Now I'm left alone without closure and still getting butterflies in my stomach at the mention of your name. My friends say not to mention your name and it'll make me forget. It's been two and a half months since I've heard your voice, but I still remember it. I remember your smile too. That is one of the only good things I have left to hold onto you with. I wish you would have just said goodbye, that final closure. Now you never will.
"Her" I guess sorry to copy Kay tho I don't want her name posted: I really liked you at first but none of it was real. You broke up with me just because you didn't want a boyfriend and then wanted me back! So I gave you a second chance but then you listened to the rumors and lies and threw me away with the trash! Your friend bugged me because I made u cry? I didn't even do anything! People made that stuff up but you didn't believe me when I said I didn't so I believe it's you own fault. My heart still skips a beat when I hear your name or think about you but I wouldn't do it again, I couldn't.
For those of you who don't want to say their name it's okay, you don't have to, but I did for the sake of being able to get it out if my head. Thank you for opening up everyone. Letting go is one of the hardest things to do, just as starting over is. So take that first step and it'll get easier and if it doesn't. We can talk.
Taylor: Jade isn't rude, she can have more than one best friend. She is still my best friend, even if she's Carragen's too. And Carragen is still best friends with you, and Jade. Get it right.
If you don't understand the thread or think it's too long, you don't have to post that it is. Try and stay on topic. Leave behind your thoughts and soon they'll become a sparkle of hope in the sky, a star for you to look up to.
Joey: You controlled my life and everything in it. You made me believe I couldn't have any better than what you were giving me. That I deserved to be treated like crap. That I didn't mean anything to anyone, and I never would. You broke me. But the jokes on you. I finally found the courage to open my eyes to your lies and leave. So goodbye asshole!
I reffer to him as "him" whenever I speak about him. Part of my therapy for it is not never mention his name. It's part of the forgetting stage. But I felt the need to express my feeling towards him on this thread. Thank you for making it.
M9, what is confusing you? This thread is a forum rehab/poetry/outlet hybrid of sorts. You simply state someones name or NOT and say something that you've been wanting to tell them for so long. Even if it hasn't been on your mind long enough, if your feelings are, then express them in a short blurb of satisfaction.
Jeremy: Way to screw up my life for for the past two years. You told me you wanted to be a preacher and pure then you went and fucked a girl behind my back. I am still dealing with the trust issues I now have with guys.