My life is no longer my own Controlled by forces out of my control Why did she hurt me? why did she cheat? I break down and cry... So many tears...so many tears. I yell why me, why again, please tell me All I hear is silence and the lightly blowing wind. I dream of a place high and far away A place where peace lives Where hurt cannot touch me.
When I’m rich in love & wealth I am poor I have all that I need here in my world But I remain to be one of the friendly Acting as if there is nothing wrong. Hurry up & tear me appart I’m slowly waiting for death…. Please God take me away Lead me up that heavenly stairways I pray Swallow these pills Down the hatch Or on my wrists I leave a large scratch
Look, man. You can't get suicidal over a female who cheated on you. It's just life. Many 9f them will cheat, but if you focus on you, then eventually someone decent will come along. No pun intended on "come."