Eyelashes too cold to cry, I looked up to the blue sky. Frozen tears filled my eyes. I wasn't as cold as the lies. I remember being all alone, Wandering around on my own. It felt like a winter wonderland, With a system full of contraband. I should've died on the ground, Without making a damn sound. I knew God gave me a chance, As death and I started to dance. I never knew hell felt so cold, But I stood at the gates boldly. It felt like my life was on hold, And that's when "I" told me... You can survive out here. Listen up, can you hear? I know you have no fears. You outshine your peers. Stop crying you're not a kid. Can't you see the world vivid? You'll make it through. I know this cause I'm you. I was literally under the weather. I couldn't even picture whether... Life was a game or if I had to win it. I could barely last another minute. I could last for some more hours, Assaulted by snowflake showers. With my last breath being drawn, I should've died laying on the lawn. I could feel my face getting red, As I remembered the books I read. The skies were such a dark bleu, And hope didn't come out the blue. They promised they'd be there, But I knew my life wasn't theirs. I felt abandoned and it wasnt fair. I heard this as I began to feel despair... You can survive out here. Listen up, can you hear? I know you have no fears. You outshine your peers. Stop crying you're not a kid. Can't you see the world vivid? You'll make it through. I know this cause I'm you. I was a kid back then, Living a life of much sin. If I was to die that day, What could the liars say? Left out by my lonesome, Before I got mad handsome. Death held me for ransom. Frostbite teased my thumb. My body was ready to shut down. I could've been a dead teen in town. Who would've she's me some tears? Not the ones I trusted in those years. A near death experience changed me. It rearranged my outlook on life strangely. Sadly, this wasn't even the first of many. All the contraband in my system still made me feel empty... (Damn...) You can survive out here. Listen up, can you hear? I know you have no fears. You outshine your peers. Stop crying you're not a kid. Can't you see the world vivid? You'll make it through. I know this cause I'm you.
I scroll down every time you post to see some conflict but it’s dry today sadly. I read it. It’s aight
Thanks, I probably will. I just gotta find a sad beat to go with it. I want like wind howling in the background. I might have to make it myself though
I haven't really been bothered to respond to negative comments lately. I think if I ignore conflict starters, people will understand how much I don't care sooner or later, but how is no conflict sad :lol: Thanks tho