CHAPTER 1 'I hate it, i hate the way he looks at me (like im the one who killed mom), the way he talk's to me (like he's better than me), and last but not least, I HATE that im his daughter (which means he is my father and can do whatever he wants with me)' (And you might be thinking ooh here we go again with another sad story with a girl that get's abused by her dad and yada yada yada and your right) As im thinking why i hate him guess who walks in The devil and his little demon " jake" is what i say before i am hit accross the face by my dad hand damn that hurt and what makes it worse is that jake starts to hit on me to adding on to the pain i thought i would be immune to it by now but after all of my 13 years of pain sorrow and anger im still not " STop StoP Please StOp " i try to scream at them but it comes out horribly and i fail "Who the fuck are you talking to you little bitch!" my dad screams in anger "yeah you little whore" my older brother says to me in calmly but his eyes tell a different story i can see what he wants to do to me no no no i KNOW what he wants to do to me he tells me every day He says that he wants to cut out my toung cut my wrist slowly cut all over my body beat my ass then Stab me multiple times until the life drains out of my eyes my. And i know what you all must me thinking he's a maniac, he's crazy, he's delusional, but he wasent allways like that. ~~~FLASH BACK~~~ *3 years old me* "Jake jake look what i found" i say as im running towards him in my butterfly dress and my butterfly sandals holding a baby caterpillar on a leaf as he or she eats it "Eww little butterfly ( nickname for her) put it back put it back! my 13 year old brother says playfully" and the rest of the day we played games i chased him with the catterpiller and we ate dinner i was close to bed time when he tucked me in and kissed my head as he said these 5 words to me " i will always love you" guess that whas a lie ~~~FLASH BACK OVER~~~ I am shaking in fear as my dad whispers somthing in jake ear that makes him smile not a regular,smegular,degular smile but a smile that meant i finally have my way with you smile "Alright jake do whatever you want with her kill her if you want to im tired of this trash but you can only do it tomorrow she still has school" once he said that i swear to all of the gods my heart came out of my mouth and ran away "School? fuck school dad! You even ssid it your self she's trash she doesn't need to go to school she doesn't need to learn!!!" "JAKE YOU HEARD ME NOW LEAVE" *They leave* for once im finally free for the rest of the night as i slowly crawl into my bathroom and wash my body put alcohol oh it and bandage myself up and i can tell you it felt like hell i slowly get in my bed and slowly look at my poster. Of a naruto poster over my head and mumble the last 6 words as i fall asleep " i... W-wish i was in N-n-naruto..."