Sometimes I don't know if I should.... Take a step or stand still/ This world is going crazy... lost my balance On this spinning wheel/ You asked if all I write is rap ballads? I just keep it real/ Say what's in my heart You hold the cards I'm steady tryna deal/ Life has got me numb Stay medicated just to help me feel/ Like I'm getting somewhere Running backwards on this treadmill/ Is this what they call love? I'm screaming overrated! Tryna Chill/ Gettin at this hottie Contoured, tight dress, necklace, bracelets heels.../ Just To ease the fact All my love letters marked return to sender/ skip the small talk... All I want is just to be remembered/ Please don't judge me By what I do... I'm in this situation/ lonely void you left me with inside has been my preparation/ This is too deep That's why I use it for my meditation/ Writing all these thoughts is like therapy, respiration..., ...gives my broken heart vacation.../ injury recovery/ Showed you all my talents had your chance to discover me/ But you're hiding me inside your Inner fears of happiness/ Stressing on the past Those tired stories Really need some rest/ Author some new ones with me ever after we'll be blessed/ You cling on memories so tight How could you ever take what's next?/