We used to be close but it's time past, we became disconnected You never felt love and I always felt disrespected Your family thought I was a joke, I was always defensive They just wanted what was best for you, I just couldn't accept it And hurting you was not a part of my plan or my intentions But I was immature, I guess I had to learn some lessons We grew apart and our lives went in different directions And there's a lot of responsibilities that I neglected I had a lot that was bottled inside, couldn't express it And this pain won't leave, I can feel the depression It's taking over my body, feels like I'm always stressing Doctor told me I should sleep, but I'm always restless I lay awake at night and think, my thoughts are relentless I need a moment to breathe, I need a moment to vent this I seem to be the only person that I play pretend with And when I turn the music off, what am I really left with huh?
Im from joy rd exit 9 Come up off the freeway If you ain't from around here You better be easy Say you Jesse James Or that boi k-deezy cuz killas in my hood Will yo cash greasy catch me in the murder mit You don't want no stuff with that Chill up there for 5 minutes Guarantee you see a strap