<Hey guys..um..I'm bored so I'm gonna write a story or journal or whatever here. I suck at writing btw . please don't be rude or mean -_-. Oh and whatever im gonna write isn't about me. It's just random > Why isn't love easy? Why can't it be simple, you know? I love you, you love me..no drama. Just 2 people against the world (not the fairytale crap). I'm Blue Wright and this is my love story.. I am not a loner..I just happen to have no social life. The only people I talk to are my best (and only) friend-Blake, boyfriend-Melvin, parents and a few other people I have no idea how I got to know. I've always loved blake even before I knew I did. He's the one person that truly gets me. Now don't get me wrong, I love my boyfriend. He makes me happy and all but not the way Blake does. See I'm kinda selfish. I want both of them to myself and up until yesterday I thought I had them. #Yesterday.. I was listening to Hello by Adele when Blake called me. We talked like every other day but something was different.. He was nervous. I asked him if everything was okay and that's when my heart stopped... I didn't hear a thing after he replied.. He.. He'd started seeing someone. I don't know how long I stood there, my legs trembling and tears running down my face. The only guy I'd ever truly loved was no longer mine.. Get yourself together blue! Be happy for him. Don't let him know you're like this... That's what I kept telling myself..and it worked for a while. I calmed dowm and after a few hours, I called him back and told him how happy I was. I Lied that my phone was acting up earlier. We talked about how great his new girl was till the next morning. I eventually hung up and cried myself to sleep. #RightNow It must've been a dream, right? I still have him.. I still.. No.. Blake has never been in a relationship before.. I always thought I was gonna be his first EVERYTHING. We never dated because we were both confused and I didn't want anything to hurt our friendship. That's why I'm with Melvin. I figured it'd be better if we dated other people to know if we were meant to be with each other (if that makes any sense). I never thought he'd find someone.. I was gonna break up with Melvin.. Why does it hurt so much? Did he feel this way when I started dating? Why?.. He just posted her picture on instagram.. He's never posted a picture of anyone before(just art and music)..not even me and I'm his Girl! …*sighs* I wonder what else he's going to do for or because of her...