When my mother passed on I wrote this and yeah it kinda sucks but it's just what I wrote then. It once felt as if the world was a place where nothing could go wrong, but that only lasted for so long. You were supposed to protect me and pick me up when I fell, but you wrecked things and made my life a living hell. I was supposed to be the most important thing to you, but I became nothing as your addiction grew. I longed every day that the old you would return, but that couldn't happen as I would soon learn. People on the outside couldn't see, but you were no longer the person you used to be. I wondered if this was all my fault, but I figured out nothing I could've done would've made this halt. You finally gave up and passed on, but the thing was you were already gone. I loved you with all of my heart, but the mother I loved died when alcohol did its part.
Poetry seems to be a big part in many of our lives. Im wondering how many would support a poetry thread? I could simply create one if anyone is interested.
Heres one I wrote. I will create the poetry thread when I can. Closing my eyes Trying to drown out the noise All the yelling & screaming At those poor little boys. Tears running down their cheeks Fear rests in their eyes The one they call mother Filling their heads with lies Youre nothing, I hate you Youre just like your dad! I dont want you, Get away from me! You make me yell, youre too stupid to see. My head is pounding As these words enter my brain Rocking as I cry, Literally going insane. The boys are still screaming She slaps them across the face Right now Im thinking Death would be a better place With nowhere to go They sit there & cry I wish I could take them Their mom kickin rocks goodbye