Maybe I don’t want to be in love. Maybe I enjoy being alone, no worries and heartaches. I enjoy waking up alone, in my own bed, without glancing on my phone if he’s already woke up and greeted me Good morning. Maybe it’s fine with me, going out with my friends, without having his permit – I could go anywhere I would like to, I could do everything I wished to. Maybe I’m quite contented though without having butterflies in my stomach every time I talk to someone so special, and not worrying if I still give him butterflies or if I still light up the way each time I walk towards him. Maybe I’m glad, that I’m enjoying my world without thinking and worrying if he’s okay, where he is and who’s with him. Maybe I’m comfortable, not feel like crying every time I can’t talk and be with him. Maybe I enjoy watching movies alone, and eating without having someone asking if I’m done. I enjoy wandering alone without someone holding my hands. Maybe I enjoy reading books alone, without him staring at me and mesmerizing everything he sees. Maybe I enjoy going to bed without an inevitable smile on my face each time I have a conversation with him. Maybe I don’t want to be in love because I’m enjoying the moment no one owns me, and no one had a power to break me. I’m enjoying the moment without the worries if tomorrow I wake up – he’s still there and loving me
Maybe I want to be in love... Her vision borrows mine. She could never be late Because I'll always have the time. Maybe everything she wears. One day will be just fine. So I'll wait for her call.... I'll wait for her line. She'll just text and I'll want more. Kiss just a peck and I'll want more. She won't call and I'll be worried. Ask where I am and I will hurry. She'll get mad I won't know why. Demand and yell And sometimes lie... ....Maybe it's because of I So I'll hold her while she cries. If I'm caught I won't deny. If she leaves me then I'll die. Because she takes my breath away And I can't breathe when she wont stay. She sits there playing hard to get. I try to make the smarter guess. She'll leave her room a total mess. Embarrass me when we have guests. When the beds still warm. I'll switch our pillows while she's gone. I hold my cards closer so she can't see How much she really means to me. She'll get jealous and I'll laugh. I'll try to figure out her math. She'll stick her hands under my shirt. Every girl just wants to flirt. She'll say lets watch a movie And then she'll fall asleep And I'd stop it but she's cute and I can't move when she's on me Maybe I'll need some more space She'll want to move into my place Distance makes the heart grow fonder Love me better I won't wander She'll feel safe when we hold hands I want her bad she'll want romance... She'll sing along to the slow jams Step on my feet when we slow dance. I'll say you were meant for me I'll play my games while she reads. One day she'll say goodbye... But she'll stay cause she believes.
Oh yesss, my great self is peanut butter and jealous of your rad and mad skillz. Youuuuu caught meee!!!