Stubbornness. Determination. I got tired of my fictional agent's nonsense and wanted to give an even more embarrassing game a try. You can read all about it in my future memoir: "Life's not Hardy, if you Party" Don't worry the most they'll sell it for is $3 in a skeezy drugstore in a shady part of a broke down town.
You know you can be mad at them for whatever reason, but they do have a point. You're not told about how you only have 1 free rs.