I dont mean to be rude and all but obviously we would be your brain. Why would you ask us as if to try to persuade to take the other side? Your life, your choices.
Read it all, I think you just need to find a REALLY good friend where you can tell each other everything and you can tell him/her your situation, and hopefully they're there to support you at all cost. Almost the same type of thing happened to me except that I was never with the guy :roll: I was just totes crazy about him and honestly felt like he was leading me on. HOWEVER, I had this really good friend beside me the whole time and he helped a LOT. I eventually got over the dude and wasn't as heartbroken or hurt, whatever you want to call it. So to sum it up, find yourself a good friend. I may or may not have talked crap about him with my friend just to make me feel better :?
Try giving your attention to a guy in Real Life, someone that you know for sure is a guy, and you at least have a real sense of who he is and his background,that's my suggestion