So, I am officially scared of my body, why? I learnt something creepy. Ever come to wondering why you need sleep? Anyone tried to stay awake forever? Here's the thing. DON'T even think or try it. I'm scared to try it, because I have little results that kinda elongate what I learnt. If you wanna know what I learnt then keep reading. So... Here is what I learnt: A story was told to me about some Russians who did some tests. The test that really scared me was a gas that keeps you awake. Five people were put in a chamber with that gas and they were fine with the gas for a few days. A week or so later they became paranoid and one person began screaming himself mute. Later one they brought the people back into fresh air, there were four then, two must have died to the new atmosphere, but two survived, one including the mute, another is with self-inflicted wounds. Later on one of the guys were examined, the person examining him asked "what are you" and he answered with "I am the fear that is within you animals, I am covered by your sleep"(something like that) And it scares me because I cannot really sleep right away, and even if I try, nothing can really re-instate my ability to sleep better. The results I got to being unable to sleep easily scared me because I thought of it as a "normal high". That was my misconception, it is my insanity beginning to break through.