To Be Or Not To Be....To see or not to see? To flee or not to flee?i say as i lay on my windowsill.I turn around and head toward the basement door.To feed or not to feed?I open the door.Shes there but at the same time shes not.To free or not to free?I couldnt! As she lay in waste i watch her.2 years pass and i get happy.To admire yes but not from afar.I admire her chained you are you are.Shes stuck like tar if i release her she'll relinquish whats left a bar.Oh but she asks.To fuck or not to fuck? no i cant!The best way to pain her is to not pain her at all.To be sexy or not to be sexy?I dont know its not my call.Sitting tall...i watch her fall...i dont cry...i throw a ball...because after all...She is finally lost.....To the Rise and Fall of my basement loft and Sadistic walls of my cellar.Like wine shes better with time.Time has no friends. #PoemBySadistic Stay humble my friends TL;DR