Over and over I keep wondering why Then I give up and see that look in your eyes Cause if I trip and fall, I'll be to blame And if I hit the wall, I'll still be the same Wasting your time with your so called friends The ones you adore and the ones you pretend And it's kind of sad and deranged But it's not so bad that it can't be And I want to know Have I gone too far Have I sunk to a brand new low And I want to know If I've gone too far Cause I've lost all my self control Guilty as charged I've been convicted and tried Was it too much to ask for you to take my side Cause there's nothing here left to defend When it's always me That you blame in the end Nothing is what it seems, To me you're sleeping without the dreams Without you, nothing defines me When I'm slipping away It's only you that can find me and I'm over my head again I'm falling from end to end
I'd sleep, just not how I usually would. It's like routine to see these threads at night, so when someone breaks routine my brain gets confuzzled. If that makes any sense.