Kaien: where is your heart really? Rukia: ummmmm....well.....it's.......right around here....*puts hand over left side of chest Kaien: I believe that your heart is right here *makes a fist between Rukia and me* a bond is formed when everyone first meets and talks, well that's what I believe anyways If any anime fans remember this scene then I wonder if you understand it I finally understand it after asking myself "where does my heart really belong?"....I kept thinking long and hard even when it hurt too much to figure it out, but then I realised where my heart belongs, it belongs in Camp Halfblood, with all the other demigods there before I was there, I was oblivious to hurtful people and I never thought about having any communicational devices. But then it all changed when my life came through hell, I had to find a way to escape the pain, so I bought my older brothers phone off him, I played on it and finally figured out how to use it, that's when I first found KAW, then I found PIMD when I lost that phone I was so overwhelmed by despair, I kept getting closer to ending it but yet every time I pulled away, and then I was sent to woods for a bit, I made some friends even though they kinda shoved me away. It was lonely there, so I kinda did my best to just shut up but when it came to trying to fix up other people's problems I failed and they got mad at me I gave up fighting and then grew tired of my situation, so I kept trying to escape somehow, but video games were unsatisfactory, and I couldn't vent to my family cuz they would always flip when I mentioned cutting or dying. I then went through life very slowly and painfully and came to hating this world more, I still hate people and this world because of the fact that everyone was always thinking about themself, myself included, but I was angry at them more because they would think about everyone else but me I finally found out why my heart belonged there, I was given hope from Camp Halfblood, I was helping people there, and I actually learnt to smile again from them, even if it still hurts when I smile, I know that I have somewhere to go. I know a place where I can feel like family. That place is always happy to see me, so I can proudly say, I am a demigod, and I will always be a demigod now it's my turn to ask "where does your heart belong?"
I'm glad you found out where you belong. If you don't mind me asking what is this camp? ? I think it said camp, hold on.
Oh, gosh it's early sorry I forgot the question I guess I'd say belongs anywhere as long as I'm with my boyfriend but that sounds sappy and people might be like "Oh that sounds stupid" but that's how I feel ?
Although I don't have anyone to really love, I'm single, but I have a family, one that cares about me even if we may never see each other face to face
Whelp, I guess as long as you've found a place you enjoy and one you feel you really belong it's okay I understand the family thing but families can be difficult, sometimes you may not always agree but yeah, it's good that they're there for you still.
This family has gone through hard times like me, and they are what I would call real, not like the one that I see every day
Mhmm, okay I'm sorry to cut this short but it's 3:44am and I need at least a little sleep so I don't fall asleep in class