Nothing can change this...a war may come...but the after affects make you wish to go....to never exist...
Go to FANFICTION section right now noobs and check out my poem "BE DAZZLED" that right there is a true masterpiece.
It's not your body that holds you back, it's your mind, therefore, you're afraid to die, you're afraid to take your own life, stop trying to talk like you could do it. You're just talk.
A gun to the dome, you could have a small chance of living, but it's quick and messy, or get some freak "accident" to happen while you're asleep.
Everything is connected to my mind...but my spiritual body...and it wants me to die...my mind can't bring me to death