Because, it's every day of my life, every second of the day nonstop and I can't handle it all at once
Because, it comes too fast, it's just like being stabbed in the chest with a knife over an over. You just cannot control if you survive when your stabbed repeatedly
You should seek professional help. Get a therapist. Ranting about your problems on here won't help, you'll just be bashed by people.
...... i know how you feel Its hard.... but i found something that really help me And i think itll help you too...here Its a dose of MAN THE F*** UP! Take twice if needed lol (On a serious note, wouldnt put personal ossues on forums..jus sayin)