No one understands your pain, cause we aren't you. Best thing to do is get a diary. I'm serious. Everyone benefits.
Clearly you were never meant to turn into a man either, for men don't attack other men cuz they wanna
It must be good? Blank, friend, blank, friend moves away, blank, new friend, blank, injury, blank, new friend, blah blah blah you get it
OP, if you actually need someone to talk to, you can follow me. Id actually listen to you rather than you flooding forums (which is garbage already), and being insulted in it's process.