Sorry if I'm annoying, but I believe the best way to make friends is to share yourself with people. So, anyways, if I could turn back time, I would do things differently. My life today, I have so many blanks it's sad. And so, I should start telling you my story. As a kid, I was nice and my family got along. One day I asked my mom if I could go to school and she said no. After that the rest of the day was blank from my memory and so I assumed that I asked her daily about it. She would always tell me no until one day I was taller and she gave in. Each day she was at the same spot looking out the curtain. After that day the rest was blanked until some other time. I knew the girls name somehow and I didn't find it weird. Me and her were best friends and I really liked her. And school? I never even remembered any detail about my teacher or anything in kindergarten. Then she had to go away, I got depressed. After that day a lot of time was blanked and then when I returned I was in front of another girl named Megan. She was another best friend. She was weird but fun to be around. After she showed me something the rest of the day blanked until it was a Friday. She led me off school grounds and to a guys back yard. After some time we returned and my mom was crying, and her mom. We drove home in silence and then I was told to sit down on the couch when we got home. My mom flipped at me until I cried then I was sent to my room. The rest of the day was blanked and then I returned back when I was in Morgans room and playing with her. After that everything blanked once again and she was no longer my friend. Then after more time of a blanked memory I met another girl and I hugged her every time I saw her and we called our hugs "huggies". My life blanked there and then there was a presentation and she came in after some time in the assembly presentation and I told my older brother when it was her and he told me she sounded like her voice was off or something. My life blanked after that again. Then I returned when I was moving my sister from one bed to the other, the tv slipped under me and I hit my head off a plug in. I knew I didn't blank out there and I felt nothing. My sister started crying and they pointed out that the back of my head was bleeding and so I started crying and showed my mom, she was frightened and she took me to the hospital. After that incident my life blanked out to being in the hospital and then I remembered playing an old game system. I played the Nintendo 64 and I was playing Donkey Kong. I had another blank point and then I remember going home. After time I blanked out again and met two boys and became friends with them. I don't know how but I knew their names. We had fun and all. And then they moved away and I was alone then we moved away and I helped move. But before we moved and all, I had a babysitter. I don't remember much but I know I liked having her over because the next day I asked if she could come over. Anyways, so we moves and then my dad and mom became jerks. And it's been a few years of trying to adjust. I'm still up a lot at night thinking about stuff. And the most recent lately has been about my memories and why I can't remember most of my life. Thanks for listening to this if you did. Syaoran
Most people remember only bits and pieces of their past. you dwell on yours too much. I would just find a way to move past it.
The present defines you because of the choices you make. The past is just there to guide you on what you shouldn't do. But if you dwell too long on it, it will swallow you up.
New experiences. It is ultimately your choice but nothing good really comes from dwelling too much on the past. Balance must be present.
So what, my father would always come talk with me when I got sad or angry. And when I told my mom something she would make me smile. They were much nicer in our old home
Listen kid... I don't like you. Simply coz you're annoying as hell. But this thread sparked my interest. You can't dwell on your past, coz it'll do nothing but haunt you. I had a rough past, and not by any means am I over it. You got to tell yourself that you're better than all that bull that you went through. I didn't read your whole thread, I just skimmed. But really kid, things like your past, and like mine... they're meant to make us stronger. To help us grow. ️
They're only blanks coz they're a repressed memory. Something that you would rather not remember. By coming to terms when you put those pieces back together, you'll wonder why you shoved them into the bottomless pit. Why they're important and why you should move past them. You'll figure it out.
I doubt kindergarten would be a repressed memory, I don't even know half of my repressed memories and I want to try and return them
Actually kindergarten is a common repressed memory. For a lot of people. Have you ever heard of hypnosis? It helps a lot with repressed memories.
I know it wouldn't have been repressed that way. But seriously, why is like half my life repressed it's stupid >.<
Most of your memories would be repressed because they're either something you wanna forget, or something you wish to remember but can't.