You know what's funny in this thread? People trying to defend for OP by putting other people down. How does that make you any better than the ones being mean to OP. Stop being mean to OP, and those trying to defend OP need to stop bashing other people. There are better ways to defend him and tell them to twerp off.
Talk about bullying. Give this guy a break. Dont listen to half these fools. Dont kill yourself over things in the past. Focus on the future. You'll find what you're looking for. You seem young don't give up.