I have only two words for you. I'M DONE. After everything I've done, every chances that I gave you & you still break my heart, but it's OVER. Finally I've realized I don't deserve this & honestly you don't deserve me but I STILL LOVE YOU & I probably will for a long time. I can't stay here anymore. It's hard too much. I guess this is MOVING ON. I guess I'm tired of being the last thing on you mind. I should have know from the start. You'd go & break my heart. You took my love & threw it away as if it were nothing. To me you're everything but to you I'm just another MEAN TIME GIRL… You hurt me more than I deserve. How can you be so cruel ? I love you more than you deserve, WHY AM I SUCH A FOOL?. Little did I know you were just another dead end road made with pretty lies & broken dreams. Now I believe that love is blind cause I must have been blind to love a person like you. It finally hit me that you didn't care when you walked away & never looked back. Maybe if I had just looked away the first night you came towards me, everything would be different & my heart wouldn't be breaking right now. Suddenly, I'm hating myself for everything I felt for you. Sometimes, I wish I could go back and erase the day I met you. But then, I will never regret loving you only believing that you love me too. Thank you for ripping my heart out, attempting on it and breaking it in half. Now, I know how much you care! Watching you walk away out of my life doesn't make me feel better about love but rather makes me realized that… If I wanted to be with the wrong person, how great it will be when the right person comes along. THERE IS NO MEDICATION FOR THIS ILLNESS. NO KNOWN CURE OTHER THAN TIME Maybe someday, I'll get back my heart. Maybe someday, I'll get back my pride. Maybe somewhere down the road I'll forget to remember you. One day, I will be able to look at you without any feeling the pain you've caused. One day, I will be able to stand stand next to you without wanting to hold your hands. ONE DAY, I'LL GET OVER YOU.
I expected this to have some twist ending, like you dropped a burrito or something.. aaand it didn't. Not sure what this is for, but it's well written. Nice job.
I like this. It seems so honest the way you talk about how you feel. I'm not sure if you wrote it or copied it but it's good.
I wrote this last year when I was cheated and used. I love writing journals / diaries when I'm down and broken.
"Life is like a cock, sometimes it's hard, and sometimes it's soft. BUT REMEMBER IT WONT REMAIN HARD FOREVER!" - SpitFire ^ words of wisdom SS THIS SHIT.