mindful

Discussion in 'Fan Fiction' started by intelligenceisdead, Dec 31, 2013.

  1. Sometimes,
    Sometimes you think too loud.
    And that's okay.
    Because you're the only one who hears.
    They look at your face,
    The crease in your brow,
    The downturn of your mouth,
    The twitch in your hands,
    They certainly look,
    But they do not observe.
    Of course they might try,
    A little touch to stiff shoulders,
    Soft smiles,
    Rounded eyes,
    Kind laughter.
    Trying to communicate,
    Bodily.
    Doing empathy's waltz
    Careful steps after your own.
    They try,
    Sometimes.
    But sometimes they don't.
    Glazed over eyes
    Problems of their own
    Deep, troubling
    As shallow as yours.

    You are alone,
    You think, in the end.
    Perpetually.
    Utterly.
    You will die a starched corpse,
    Ten feet underground.
    White lilies rotting over your concrete encased
    Casket.
    You don't like to think about it.
    It makes your thoughts
    Too
    Loud.

    Fleeting touch on the back of a hand
    Soft, human hairs.
    Freckle near your thumb.
    Look up.
    Friend.
    Companion.
    Dance partner.
    Eyes crinkle in the corners,
    Remind you of sunshine.
    Crunching leaves under your feet,
    Good hair day,
    Rainbows while it's still raining,
    Pennies face up.

    Reminds you,
    Caskets are for the dead.

    But the dead can't think.

    So you think a little louder.
    Friend.
    Don't take sadness,
    No, not that.
    Only,
    Remind of happiness.
    Grass between your toes,
    Sun on your back,
    Not much thinking at all.
     
  2. I like this. A lot.
     
  3. It's wonderful...
     
  4. that was good!