I understood the story perfectly. And that's most likely what this is.. A story. Fictional. I mean if you're going to write a story, at least use proper punctuation, spelling and grammar.
Geez, I say something and most of the people I get hate Thank J31 u were nice But u don't know me, u don't know my story, I'm like, crying right now I don't know if any if you guys have been used, well it hurts, real bad, like no one cars about u, So think twice
This, dear, is what we call a bad romance. You'll find someone who gives a shit about you, and you'll slowly move on. I'm not going to lie, you'll never forget your first major heartbreak. But you'll certainly move on.
Well if you want help, don't smoke. Don't drink. Don't YOLO. The media has completely fucked with your brains. As far as the guy goes, you don't need someone like him, doesn't matter how many times he says sorry, you'd have to be an idiot to go back to him. This happens to a lot of girls but you only come to your senses after it's happened. Stop looking for guys who'll say you're 'so hot' or 'so sexy' because 9 times out of 10 they're the same kind of guys who'll walk out on you. Try finding a guy that will tell you you're cute or funny or something, one that will cherish you not show you off to his friends. I dunno if that helps, but yeah. Hope is running out fast for teens these days, all thinking they know better and going all YOLO, honestly i blame the parents. But whatever, do what you want