Hi! I'm Mari! I used to go by a different name but now for certain circumstances, i am trying to start over. So what's the deal with this page?: 0. Whatever you write and do here must not be against the PIMD ToU!!!! 1. For those who need to talk, want advice, need help or just want to share, what is your story? Be it good, bad, sad, confusing, give it a shot! 2. For those who want to rant and rage and can't hold it in, feel free to do so! Just nothing TOO crazy now lol. 3. Public confessions? Secret crushes you want to share or need help with? Share if you'd like. 4. Just talk, be free. Relax. Well thats it! Have fun. -Mari
0.0.....lol I didn't think it'd be such a weird idea as to have people comment with such expressions lol.
As for me? I'm just ranting. I'm on the verge of becoming a suicidal because of peer pressure, parental pressure, my boyfriend broke up with me today and my heart is lying on the floor in tiny little pieces. So I really just wanted to rant or say whatever here. Like how the reason why I don't talk to my bf about my problems is because I don't want him to pity or worry about me, and I don't want a relationship based out of pity or whatnot. So there! my rant is done for now...0.0 not much of a rant though lmao. Heck, who cares!
Well, I've come to realize, that after carefully analizing my actions in the previous years, taking into consideration all the long hours spent configuring my data in order from oldest to newest, considering that a grand majority of it is was lost in the vast depths of what is known as the human memory, but being able to track down hard pushed-down messages and visually seeing the impact they caused, I have taken my calculations carefully, and dividing the mass amount of emotional sentiment by the level of pain, I have been able to come up with the simple conclusion that I am, in fact, a jerk.
Mari my advice to u is the world is waaaaay bigger then u see right now. I assume ur young with the peer pressure/parental pressure comment. Give urself a chance to love and laugh. Hurt and heal. In time, u will cherish the golden moments and learn from mistakes . Life ain't easy but its worth living. Ok my rant is how do the charmin bears advertise no Dingle paper on their booty but yet I get Dingle paper when I use it.....false advertisement! I object!
I'm starting grad school in a few weeks and as much as I know ill like it, I'm nervous, not looking forward to leaving my family or moving further away from my boyfriend, and I just plain feel like being lazy!!! haha OH WELL THOUGH