One simple cut... It could take away the pain, the hurt of everyday. No one understands. No one understands the need to escape, the need to free fall away from this world. They don't know what they do to you. They don't know how they make you feel. Maybe this would prove to them... Maybe this would show them how much they can hurt. Oh, they would notice alright. And they would know it was their fault. And they would suffer from the thought of driving a single person to their death.. You hope they suffer though, you hope they cry themselves to sleep just as they caused you to do. And when their heart feels so battered, their senses are nothing and all they can feel is the silent hopelessness that it will never get better, they will know how it felt for you before you made that one simple cut.
I've read this kind of thing way too many times, is this an actual serious thing? Like do you need to talk or are you just dicking around?
No Oh dear no. I like writing about it though. It came up in a discussion with a friend about what drives people to suicide. This is how I interpreted it.
I think people who hurt theirselves are selfish, but who am I to judge? People look down on you, so what? What can possibly go wrong, what's the worst that could happen? What have you done or what are you doing that is making them look down upon you? Do these people deny you the opportunity to improve yourself? "But they are so mean to me, why is this happening to me..? But.." Blahblahblah. Excuses. Why act so weak? Are they holding your life hostage or something? "Good.. Use your agressive feelings, boy. Let the hate flow through you..." Your will to survive, to make the most out of your situation. Use those as motivation to make it in life. Drive in your BMW in the future while giving him the finger and laugh. YOU have made it in life.