I love my Kobe! That made me sound a bit gay. I think her story is wonderful. And if anyone has anything bad to say about her, they should know they will be dealing with my fists also
Ok so here's more of the story -------- One thing that hurts the most is knowing that the people you love are sad and you can't do anything to make them happier. I suck at making people happy.. But I try! Jayden: when he's sad, he sometimes doesnt tell me. And it hurts that I don't know why he's sad, and that I can't really do much to make him happier. Charlie: he's sad, I get it out of him. He tells me and I have No Idea what to do. But I try being a good friend.. Which I'm not so good at either . Both: tell me I make them happy.. when I'm sad, I tell them and they make me happier. Charlie's my brother so his goofiness makes me smile. Jayden just makes me smile. Everything about him makes me smile, but i still cry when somethings with him. If anything happened to my bro (charlie) I would probably cry too.. I'm just a person who cries alot () Now back to the "being a good friend" thing. I try my very best to be a good friend. Even though i don't have the slittiest clue about what I should do. And when Jayden is sad, I know it's not because of me but because of the world (that's mostly the reason why I'm sad sometimes) so I don't blame myself as much. But I know Charlie is Mr.HappyEvenThoughTheWorldMightEndTomorrow (hehe Charlie I know that made you smile! Thanks for proving my point) but he can be sad too, and sometimes the reason why he's sad is because of me. I don't love him back. I don't love him the way he wants me to. I try my best to get him to stop loving me in that way, but Its vert hard. But I dont want to loose him completely.. I just want us to be bro and sis. Nothing less, nothing more. But of course that's not going to happen. Unless Charlie understands that it would make both our lives so much easier if he didn't love me. But I don't want him to hate me. I just want us to be great friends and that's it. It pains me to see him sad because of me. Because of Lee the girl who can't do anything right without hurting someone, the girl who can't even be friends with a guy without making him sad. Ugh, I hate myself.
Well Charlie finally forgot about me, I should be sad.. But I'm not. We r still really good friends I love him and he's still my bro Me and Jayden are still in love. I talked to Charlie about how he needs to find that girl that'll actually love him back, and after a while of thinking he agreed. It makes me happy that he isn't in love with me anymore. And I hope something like this never happens again with any of my friends. It's just too much sadness for me. It hurts way to much. Charlie has a girlfriend now, she's beautiful. And is perfect for Charlie, they look adorable together. It makes me so happy to see him this happy. Well everyones happy now. And everyone found their true loves. Ok so this what I want the ending to be like in the real world. But of course we haven't gotten this far in the real world, but atleast the story had a happy ending . Thank you all, for reading. Charlie, I hope you find your true love soon. Cuz I know I'm not it.