The point of this thread is to find closure to what happened in the past, and finally put it behind me. I hope others will do the same and if you don't want to, I kindly ask you not to reply to my thread. If you do not know me or what happened, this thread will not have much meaning to you and probably is a waste of time for you to read. I would like to apologize to the people who know me and know what happened. I never wanted to hurt any of you. I’m sorry for everything I did in the past. I am not proud of the things I did but I have learned from them and will not do them again. The mistakes that I made taught me very important lessons in life. Rudeness: I'm sorry to those who I was rude to. I'm sorry if I attacked you in anyway. I never wanted to be rude to anyone on this game. I'm sorry if I lashed out words of hate to anyone. I have learned that being rude to people will only cause more problems and will only hurt me in the end. Drama: I’m sorry for causing the amount of drama on PIMD that I did. I’m sorry for causing anyone any drama they did not want. I’m sorry to everyone that got caught up in the drama I made in the past. I'm sorry that the drama I caused hurt any of you. I have learned to stop causing drama and not to get involved in any drama. Backstabbing: I’m sorry for backstabbing any of my friends. I’m sorry for everything that I did when I did this. I have learned backstabbing people will never make things better and that I shouldn't back stab my friends. Also I have learned that being two face will only blow up in my face. Lying: I’m sorry to everyone who I lied to. I have learned that lying will only make things harder and will cause others not to trust you in the future. Telling the truth has shown me how much problems I could have avoided. Excuses: I’m sorry for making up excuses and blaming other things for my mistakes. I have realized I need to take responsibility for my actions and not make up excuses like I used to do. Selfishness: I'm sorry for only thinking about myself and what others thought of me. I'm sorry if my selfishness caused any problems with anyone. I have learned to stop being selfish and not care what others think of me. I'm sorry for only thinking about my reputation on a game. My reputation on a game does not matter to me anymore. I am no shape or form better than anyone else on this game. I have learned to never think that I'm better than anyone because that just causes more problems. Thank you to the people who helped me and forgave me: Thank you for giving me a second chance to be the real me and not judging me for what I did the past. Thank you to the people who were kind enough to let things go. I really appreciate that you guys forgave me and let things go. Thank you for opening my eyes to realize I need to change for the better of myself. Seriously, I couldn't have done without you guys pushing me in the right direction or helping me realize I needed to change myself. And finally, thank you for getting to know the real me and accepting me for who I am. I do realize that I will be trolled, judged, probably attacked, called names, and hated on even more for making this thread. But I’m willing to deal with all of that again because your negativity can’t hurt me anymore. All the people with hate in their hearts and minds you don’t bother me anymore. If you have a problem with me… you can always address it with me privately. Reflection: I have learned a lot while being on PIMD for almost a year. I have had my ups and downs throughout my time in this game but it's positive things that matter to me. Sincerely, Meagan, Used to be KandyBear.
we all make mistakes not many will admit to them it takes a strong person to front up and accept what they have done wrong and i congratulate you for doing so
I appreciate your efforts, Kandy. I know you're truly sorry and I accept that. Good job, Kandy. It's been grateful for you to refresh your self.
We've never been friends, maybe I shouldn't even comment here, but I'm a big mouth so I'm gonna comment anyway... As you know we've had a "few" arguments when you were kandybear, you once said you didn't know why I didn't like you, I'll tell you why... Because I could see right through the character you've created... I don't like that... I don't like fake people... I don't like people who pretend to be something they are not just to be loved... I can try to understand why people do that, but that won't make me like them... I rather be friends with a genuine female dog, than a fake goody 2 shoes... What and who you are should be enough for people to love you, if they don't love you for who you are that just means you're hanging with the wrong people... With all that said, I'm a believer in second chances (even if you had plenty to come clean) I hope you can realize that with a second chances most people will be waiting for your first mistake to crash you... Hopefully everything you wrote you really believe in it and you won't make the same mistakes again... I know you're still very young, and making mistakes is part of growing, but you could have made friends here that would have helped you with your problems, and now most will think "what if she's lying". I agree with foot, it takes balls to come clean after a big screw up... You've owned up... Congrats on that... I'll keep my eyes out on you kid, gain my trust and you may get a good friend, screw up again and I'll be much worse than what I was back when you were kandy
Idk what happened but that was very well written.... now i hope that u don't make this tread a lie and go back to ur old ways.... good luck on ur future gaming luv i wish u the best