Depressed With Life

I took out the razor and pondered for a moment, slowly letting my finger move across the blades.

I gasped as it cut a little of my skin. No no no no no! I can't do it!

I dropped the razor and awoke from the crazy daze I was in. What if next time I do cut myself?!

What will happen when I am forced to hide my skin and clean up blood off of the shiny white walls in my bathroom?

No. I shouldn't be thinking about that anymore. I sighed and shook my head pondering over my ability to control myself.

Could I handle the pressure of society? Of my life? Of general problems?

I walked out of my bathroom and into my room. I slipped on some pajamas and crawled into the soft silk sheets of my bed.

I needed to be saved and fast or soon, I will be swept into the darkness along with the rest of my life.

Let me explain a little to you. I had an awfully sad life.

My parents divorced when I was around five years old. I went back and forth for a while. My mom got remarried and later on, my dad did to.

Soon my dad had my half sister but to me, she was a real sister. She meant the world to me as did my brother even though I didn't show it as much as I should have.

Soon, my stepmom abandoned us, taking my sister with her. I didn't understand very well and was a little upset. I mean I understand if they argued but they NEVER argued.

Why would she leave you ask? Well she decided that with my dads business failing, there wasn't enough money.

That's right. She was a gold digger, or just using us for money. I couldn't believe it when I found out. Who would use us like that?! I trusted this woman and she try's to take one of the few things I cared about!

She was always 'Sick' but really she just made me clean up all the house and do the woman part of marriage.

Besides that she always faked passing out or something to trick us. She was a great actor I must say. It is in my natural nature to care for others though.

Because of her, I have major trust and love issues. I refuse to date because it will lead to love which will only stab me in the back.

My mom got divorced to. I could hear them screaming at each other at night and yelling about different things. I was old enough then to realize that history was going to repeat itself.

Sure enough, they were divorced. My mom got married once again and my dad is know having another half sister with a new non evil stepmother.

When she was born I was thrilled. I could bond with this one, which I did. We are extremely close for her being five and me being eighteen.

Soon my dad and stepdad got in a fight as did my mother and stepmother.

My stepdad, stepmom, and dad got shot by a crazy neighbor who was on drugs and who was tired of the arguing. When my mom walked in to get medicine for a headache she had, this occurred.

I can still remember crying for dear life. I lost three important people in my life and sat back and did nothing.

I never get to see my other sister anymore but I promised I would take care of Macy. She was the one I cared for most and I would protect her with my life.

School didn't help much either for I was a 'nobody'. I didn't mind though. I liked being alone.

I sighed once more before rubbing my temples. It's hard having memories be used against you by your own self.

My head was killing me and I felt the same pain I did when I knew someone who I loved was getting hurt.

I widened my eyes and ran into my sisters room. Asleep. I ran into my brothers room. He to was asleep. That leaves my other sister and mom.

I called my sister hoping she would pick up. She was just eleven but she was a smart butt. I don't really like to cuss by the way unless I'm angry and when I'm angry I have serious anger issues.

She picked up and sighed"What do YOU want?!"

I growled"Stop with your sass! I was just checking on you."

"Whatever," she spat.

"I love you."

"Whatevs."

I hung up and called mom. Please answer and tell me my feeling was wrong.

I sighed of relief"I was worried about you!"

"Excuse me, who is this?"

"Is this not my mom?!"

"No. She was in an accident. I am the officer who found her. May I ask who this is?"

I could feel tears welling up in my eyes"This is her eldest daughter, Mulisa."

"Well, Mulisa your mom is going to a hospital right now. You are welcome to come and see her."

"I will. Thank you for your help officer."

"Your welcome miss."

I hung up the phone and ran upstairs putting some sweats on and pulling my hair into a loose ponytail before brushing my teeth.

I quickly woke up Lucas and Macy and got them ready as well.

I buckled Macy in her car seat and got up to the drivers seat, putting my key in the ignition before hearing the car start up.

I rushed to the hospital in a big hurry, she just couldn't be dead. She COULDN'T. I wouldn't let her! No one else will die because of me!

It was my fault I let her take off all angry and drunk! I let her leave! She is probably on her death bed because of me!

'Just keep calm Mulisa. It will be okay if you stay calm. We don't want you crashing to' a voice chuckled in my head.

What the heck?! Who is in my head?! Just forget it it was probably nothing.

I shook my head and continued to drive towards the hospital. What if I didn't get there in time?!

I arrived and quickly took my sister in my arms before getting my brother to follow.

He was fifteen and a little lady's man so when we passed young nurses, he winked at them making them blush.

I scolded him for being like that at a time like this. I ran up to the front desk panting.

"Where is Amy Barringer?!"

"Room 135," she said sadly. I gulped. That always meant bad news.

I ran to the room with my sibling to see my mon hooked up on a whole bunch of different machines.

I cried out loudly before running to her and kissing her whispering"I love you."

The others followed and right when Macy said goodbye, the machine began to beep and the line went straight.

I cried and dragged them out of the room as doctors rushed in. This was it. We were going to have to fend for ourselves.

I took Lucas and Macy home and ran to my room, taking out my razor. I didn't hesitate before I began cutting my stomach. Why my stomach? Guilt always is hidden deep in my stomach.

I cried as the blood seeped out of the five cuts. What were we going to do?! What was I going to do?!

'Don't worry. I will protect you.'

'You are just a imaginary voice in my head' I screamed at the voice.

I cried, rocking myself. Blood was everywhere. Right before I passed out this was my last thought,

'I am officially depressed with life.'
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So I know I have the other story out but it is almost is over so I figured why not get an early start? Lol enjoy ppl who read this

 

Thanks yes she did stop and later on knew that she shouldn't be doing that to herself. Kinda like a guilty conscious thing. Where they live now I haven't exactly decided yet but in the next update I will let y'all know I'm glad y'all liked it!

 

A MONTH LATER

I just want to scream right now. Why won't the kids just get ready?! It is just school, nothing to fight over.

"MACE AND LUCAS YOU BETTER GET READY!"

"DONT CALL ME MACE WHEN I AM MAD AT YOU," Macy screamed back.

I laughed a little bit. She was smart for her age and very pretty. She had brown wavy hair and turquoise blue eyes with pale skin and naturally blushed cheeks.

She looks just like me really. I'm not sure how it ended up that way but it did.

I ran down the halls and to their room. I picked Macy up and pulled clothes over her while she screamed to protest.

I then went to my brothers room to find him already dressed. I smiled and told them to brush their teeth and hair.

I then ran back to the kitchen and made bowls of cereal for us. I ate mine quickly and when they came to eat I ran to get their backpacks ready and packed them with lunch.

I brought the backpacks to them and kissed each of their foreheads before pushing them out the door to get on the bus.

I shut the door and slid my back down against it until I fell on my butt. I didn't go to school anymore. Everyone kept calling me emo, anorexic, and things of that sort because I hardly ate and the acts I have from a while back when I... You know.

I hardly ate because usually Lucas and Macy ate most of it. I let them because it didn't bother me. They were still growing.

I sighed and became tired. I had absolutely no sleep last night.

I trudged upstairs and to my room and decided to take a nap.

~~~>after seven hour nap~~~>

I woke up to the sound of the doorbell ringing. I smiled. Finally the kids were home! I thought they were kidnapped!

Yeah yeah I know I am asleep but still... I could've sleep thought it!

I walked downstairs and unlocked the door before opening up completely. Standing there were two government agents holding Lucas and Macy.

I gasped and looked up at them shocked as they showed me their badges.

"Miss may we come in," the female one asked who also happened to be holding Macy.

I nodded and led them through the house and to the living room. I made coffee for us and juice for the kids.

I hurried back in and handed everyone the drinks.

"Thank you," they said at the same time.

"It's my pleasure. May I ask why you are here and have my siblings?"

"Well, we have gotten a email from someone saying you are not a good guardian."

I gasped"Wait so... You are..."

I couldn't even finish before I burst out into tears. They couldn't do this!

They walked back outside with me trudging behind them.

"I am sorry. You can say your last goodbyes before other government officials handle them."

That is when I lost it"NO! YOU CAN'T TAKE THEM! THEY ARE FINE! PLEASE LISTEN TO ME!"

"Mam, calm down."

"PLEASE," I screamed in a awful screeching voice"I LOVE THEM," I cried.

"Mam please we don't want to do this."

I started to scream again when a man interrupted me"There you are! I've been looking everywhere for you three!"

I looked to see a man whom I have never seen before. He gave me a look that said 'play along'.

I nodded and smiled"Finally! These people were trying to take them away from us!"

He looked at the government officials while the male said surprised"This man lives with you?!"

"Yes. I found them and me and my wife and three sons have been helping them. I am there guardian really."

I was sighing in relief for the officers let them go and they ran to me. I cried as they hugged me tighter and those awful people left.

I remembered the man and stood up"Thank you so much," I cried wrapping him in a tight hug"What could I ever do to repay you?!"

"Well seeing as you look pale and these two look healthier than you, I say you should let me take y'all in. My wife and sons wouldn't mind. I don't think you want to die and not be able to take care of them because you couldn't take of yourself. Am I correct?"

I nodded "Thank you so much."

He smiled"No problem. Now follow me and on the way there why don't you tell me a little about yourself?"

I nodded and followed him telling him things about the younger ones. Like how Lucas is allergic to trees and grass of every kind or how Macy likes pretending a lot so she may knock things over and how me and her are NOT girly girls.

I walked up to the door following the man who I learned name was Richard.

"HONEY, KIDS, I AM HOME," he screamed loudly.

I laughed a little as I heard "STOP I CALLED SEEING DAD FIRST," or "BUT I AM OLDER THAN YOU," and then a voice go"STOP FIGHTING YOU TWO! I AM THE BANANA KING UNLIKE YOU TWO WHO ARE NOT ROYALTY!" and running.

The three sons of Richards ran up to there dad and hugged them not noticing us at first.

I sighed and bent down to Lucas and Macy and took their hands"Look, I know you two are probably a little shaken up right now but don't feel like its y'alls fault okay? I will do anything for y'all and I would've fought until they let you go understand? I love you both so much," I said and pulled them into a hug.

They smiled and then gave each other a look. I widened my eyes realizing what that meant.

They pushed me down and began tickling me. I screamed and laughed quietly as they continued to torture me.

They finally got up and left me sitting there, breathing for life.

I looked up to see the three boys looking at me. I smiled slightly and crawled up to a squatting position once again so I could kiss Lucas and Macy's cheeks.

"Charlie stop staring at her a**," a voice hissed.

I stood up and looking at them all and then to Richard"Are these the sons you speak of?"

He nodded laughing"Yes they are."

"Well can you tell them to watch their language around these two? I don't want their heads filled with more awful things. They have had enough as it is."

"Not as much as you I suppose?"

I thought for a moment"Lucas has had his fair share."

He nodded"Would you care to explain to us?"

I sighed and nodded and told him to get his wife before I explained because I was not going to say it twice.

He did as told and I explained to him what happened to us through our whole life. At the end, his wife who's name was Anna, pulled us all into a big hug.

I smiled slightly. It might be fun here.

Richard introduced us to his sons"Jordan who is eighteen, Charlie who is fifteen, and Macklynn who is seven," he said motioning to all of the boys.

Macy immediately grabbed Macklynns hand and they ran off to play. Lucas being the social bird he is, left with Charlie to get to know each other which left me with Jordan.

We stared at each other a good ten minutes before I turned around and walked away. I walked outside and to a tree and climbed as far up I could and found a good resting spot.

"What are you doing up there?!"

"Sleeping, what does it look like I'm doing," I said to the voice.

"Well you can come inside and sleep you know!"

"Where would I sleep?"

"... You could have my room if you wanted. The others are sharing as well."

'Listen to him.'

I hissed at the voice in my head 'Don't tell me what to do! You aren't real!'

"I prefer this tree."

"God are you always that unfriendly?!"

"Well I'm so sorry that I don't open up and pour out my life secrets to the first person I see," I hissed.

"Feisty, I like it. We will be great friends."

"I doubt that," I murmured.

"Excuse me?"

I dropped down and landed right I'm front of him smirking"I said I doubt that. Want to know why? I don't talk to many people and don't plan on it any time soon. Besides, you don't want to be friends with me."

"And why is that?"

"Because Mr.I am rich, I am hard to break," and with that I walked off leaving him to wonder about what I said.

The house was warm but I wasn't going to intrude. I'm used to the cold. I like it a lot better.

I quickly found another tree, instantly falling asleep in it.
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Here ya go finally! I probably won't get another update in this weekend. My little sis is coming over again and I feel like I haven't bonded with her enough so I am determined to reconnect our bond! So sometime next week there will be another one.

 

 it will probably just get creepier as it goes and I will let you know when I have the next update ready

 

I woke up to arms wrapped around my waist and someone's breath down my neck.

Who, how, what, when, and why am I in someone's arms?!

I looked over slightly to see Jordan. He must have found me in my tree... I TOLD HIM I WAS NOT GOING TO
STAY IN A BED!

I quickly jumped up and pushed him off in one swift movement before running away and down a series of halls before hearing a scream.

"D*** YOU MULISA! WHAT THE F*** YOU WAKING ME UP FOR AND WHY DID YOU PUSH ME OFF THE BED?! WHEN I FIND YOU I AM GOING TO SEVERELY HURT YOU! MUCH TO YOUR LUCK, NO ONE IS HOME RIGHT NOW! THEY ARE AT WORK AND SCHOOL!"

I gasped and covered my mouth. No ones home... He could hurt me and cuss without a care... Well s***.

I heard booming footsteps close and I gave a small shriek before running away.

I could hear him laughing as I ran away. I could practically see the smirk on his face.

"I can hear you breathing," a voice said in front of me.

I gasped and turning the other way just to run into Jordan and to my luck, I was trapped against a wall.

I screamed as he picked me up and threw me over his shoulder. I began screaming an ear piercing scream and pounded on his back with my fists which I know for a fact hurt like hell. I have took down several robbers in my life.

Why was this not hurting him?! It hurt thirty year old robbers who were buff enough to be body builders yet it didn't hurt this eighteen year old?

Then it came to me and I jumped down staring straight into his turquoise eyes"You are different... aren't you? You're one of us..."

"What? I don't know what you are talking about," he said quickly. I looked into his eyes and saw the rapid white pattern growing on his iris. I smirked. I know Jordan.

"Really? Then those must be natural eyes am I correct," I hissed lowly.

He gasped and covered his eyes and murmured something. When he uncovered his eyes they were back to their normal turquoise color.

"So, care to explain why you or any others didn't come when I clearly stated I needed help?"

"I don't have any idea what you are talking about Lisa, are you okay?"

"DON'T call me Lisa."

I tried walking away but he quickly threw me back over his shoulders. I just went limp and let him this time.

He brought me outside to a lake and sat me down"Your punishment is running ten laps around this really big lake," he smirked.

I shrugged and used my 'powers' to run the laps in less than five seconds. When I got back he was staring at me wide eyed and worried.

"I will get you to admit it no matter what the cost," I hissed as I walked by him.

"Good luck with school tomorrow you little b****."

I sighed and shook my head. I don't like being a total b**** but if that's what it takes than that's what it takes.

I really am nice. I am really shy, caring, and fun to be around. I am usually crazy to but sometimes I can't show that to people. No friends means no worries and I plan on living on that motto.

Soon the others were home and I smiled when Macy and Lucas have me really big hugs.

"I missed you guys," I whispered into there hair and I got a giggle out of Macy.

"We missed you to," she yelled really loud before running off with Lucas.

"HEY! WHERE ARE YOU GOING?! I DIDN'T GET A KISS!"

I heard Macy's giggling again as they ran back down to me. She was the first to come down and I bent down only to be tackled to the ground.

"I LOVE YOU SISSY," she yelled giving me a kiss on the cheek.

I smiled"I LOVE YOU MORE THAN THE STARS AND BEYOND!"

She frowned a little but it quickly turned to a smile"That's what Grandma used to say."

"Yeah it is," I said trying to hold back tears. Me and Grandma had a special connection.

Next Lucas gave me a kiss on the cheek and murmured an I love you trying to be cool before leaving.

I laughed and got up slowly trying to find where everyone was. I wondered the house until I heard the word dinner.

I raced downstairs and ate quickly.

"Thank you for the meal. I can't thank y'all enough. Y'all have been so nice to us. I have idea how we will be able to repay you."

"Nonsense my dear child! You don't have to repay us! We did this willingly because we wanted to help! Now, I suggest you all hop off to bed! Oh and we put all your clothes in a closet in each bathroom thats connected to the rooms."

I nodded and all the kids stood up. We all walked up quietly each going on our own separate ways to change into pajamas.

When I walked out back into the hallway I saw Jordan waiting on me.

I walked up to him ad followed him back to his room.

"I am sleeping on the floor tonight," I declared.

"Good luck with that. This house gets REALLY cold at night."

I smirked"Making up excuses for my warmth now are we?"

"Just giving you a warning," he said angrily while throwing a pillow and blanket at me.

I caught them easily and set them up like a bed. I used to do this all the time.

I watched as Jordan tossed and turned trying to get comfortable. He was also shaking from the cold in the room.

I smirked"Can't sleep or is the cold just getting to you?"

"Shut up," he hissed.

"Aww but you seem so uncomfortable Jor, I mean you can't not be cold."

"I said shut up!"

"But Jor, I know that you are cold and that your mad I am sleeping down here."

"MULISA JUST SHUT UP!"

I laughed"Your fault if you wake up the whole house."

"Why are you always so b***** to me and not the others?!"

"I don't know. Something about you just sets me off."

"That's nice to know," he mumbled grumpily.

"Night Jor."

"Don't call me that."

I laughed and went to sleep. It was going to be hard going back to school tomorrow.

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Here ya go! My sister left yesterday so I started writing and now I am done! Ta da!

 

Thank YouI am finally on spring break! That means more updates for you peoples

 

I woke up to Jordan kicking me in the side.

"Dude!"

"Yes," he asked innocently.

"Did you HAVE to kick me? A simple wake up or an alarm or something could have worked!"

He smirked"BUT MULISA IT'S SCHOOL TIME," he said in a really girly voice.

"Oh but Jor-Jor! We only have ten minutes to get ready! Whatever shall we do," I said in a fake posh accent while putting the back of my hand to my forehead and swaying slightly.

We looked at each other and burst out laughing. See I told you I am fun when I want to be!

"Okay I am going to get ready," I said before leaving to take a shower and do my usual school routine.

When I came out five minutes later I looked like I was ready to walk the red carpet.

I smirked as I watched Jordan stare at me"Something the matter?"

"N-no!"

I laughed and waited for him before we left to get to school. I purposely walked ahead of him so I wouldn't have to be seen with him.

I could tell right now that he was stuck up at school and the Mr.popular don't give a f*** about life kinda person.

I walked in and quickly went to my assigned locker. Yesterday the school had sent me my books and information for classes and such.

When I got everything situated I turned to leave but somebody put an arm around my shoulder.

I looked up to see someone I didn't know. Rude much?! Who puts there arm around someone they don't know?!

I grabbed the persons arm and turned around, swiftly twisting it and putting it behind his back before pushing him into the lockers.

"Don't you EVER touch me again, got it?!"

He nodded quickly with fear in his eyes.

I heard clapping and I turned to see Jordan"Bravo! Now everyone will know you are mine Lisa!"

"FIRST OFF I AM NOT YOURS SECOND OFF I TOLD YOU NOT TO CALL ME LISA OR DO YOU WANT ME TO CALL YOU JOR AROUND ALL YOUR SO CALLED 'FRIENDS'," I yelled putting quotes on friends.

He bravely put an arm around me and said"Relax Lisa!"

"I WARNED YOU! I AM GOING TO TELL YOU ONE MORE TIME, DO NOT CALL ME LISA!"

"Lisa," he smirked.

"ALRIGHT THAT'S IT," I turned around and punched him square in the jaw.

He held his jaw and narrowed his eyes at me"You did NOT just punch me Barringer."

"Yeah I DID. What are you going to do about it? Tell your mommy and daddy? Jokes on you! I want to be back on the streets! It's easier than living with a rich snob like you."

"GIRLS."

I watched as five girls who looked pretty tough walk up to his side.

I smirked"That all you got?"

The girls got mad and jumped on me but I quickly ducked down punching one in the face as they flew over and hit the lockers.

I then turned to the other four and I growled at them. They got the idea and put their hands up in surrender.

I smirked"By JOR-JOR."

I walked off to class avoiding anybody who tried to talk to me. No friends no worries right?

Finally the last bell rang and I had to go wait for Jordan. Oh the joy.

I stood by him as he talked to his friends and some girls and he just wouldn't SHUT UP!

"OH MY GOD JORDAN JUST SHUT UP SAY BY AND GO!"

"Someone has a temper don't they," one of them joked.

"Funny thing is its only when Jordan's around."

They all laughed except Jordan who glared at me.

"What?!"

"Not funny," he hissed in his uh... 'creature voice' I guess you could say.

I smirked"Well I only speak the truth."

"Just shut up before you cause my anger to go overboard," he said in that same voice.

"What if I don't Peterson," I hissed back in my 'creature voice' and don't worry. You'll know what 'creature' we are soon.

"How'd you know my last name?!"

"Don't try changing the subject," I growled.

"WANT TO KNOW WHAT I'LL DO?! I WILL TEAR YOUR HEAD OFF AND THROW YOUR LIFELESS BODY IN THE ROAD TO BE RUN OVER!"

"Is that supposed to be a threat," I asked letting all of my sharp teeth show.

It was painful but I eventually got all my teeth to their sharp form. We began slowly circling each other, waiting for the other to make the first move.

"Ok I think you guys need to separate," one of the guys finally said after pulling Peterson off. Yes I am going to start calling him Peterson.

I let my teeth go back to normal and let my anger go down. It seems Peterson has learned to control his anger more than me.

"Is she one to," a girl asked.

I looked at her and nodded. Peterson must of told them.

"I don't know what you're talking about," Peterson hissed at me.

I smirked"Admit it Peterson, you're a demon."
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See! More more more! Woo hooooo! I am on a sugar rush right now so...yeah stupid sugar and cokes and mess jacking up my energy

 

"Listen to me! I-I am not one- one of those... THINGS!"

"Yes you are! You just proved it!"

His eyes were growing white patterns again"Stop it Barringer before I have to claw your throat in."

"You wouldn't do that now would you," I hissed letting the black pattern in my eyes grow.

"S*** guys! She's from his enemies team," one of the guys exclaimed worriedly.

"No wonder we don't get along," I said in sudden realization.

Then I realized something else"I've never met another demon before! Is it exciting in the other team? What do you call yourselves again? Oh! There is just so much to find out," I said excitedly while they all gave me the 'What the f*** weren't you just trying to kill him' look.

"What? It's not like I can control what I say to him half the time! That's why I tried to tell you not to get me angry!"

"Oh yeah... Forgot about that," Peterson mumbled rubbing his forehead.

I smiled"We need to go! Oh they must be so worried! They must have thought we snuck out for a while! What if they ground us?! I can't be grounded! It would ruin me!"

"A goody two shoes? I never figured you would be a goody two shoes out of all things I mean with your anger and everything," He said more to himself than anyone else really,

"Yeah but thats someone who is not me," I argued"Besides, you've always seen me when I was stressed, worried, or angry not when I was normal. Unlike you I can control the inner demon inside of me!"

He sighed and pulled my arm until we got to the sidewalk.

"You had to just be like that in front of all my friends," he murmured.

"What? It was your fault I was in demon mode in the first place!"

"Yeah yeah yeah."

Soon we were back at the house and as he walked in I stayed outside. I smelt something and it didn't smell good.

"JORDAN," I screamed as I fell to my knees.

He looked back and rushed over to me. He hissed at the air around us.

I knew that his TEAM was here. They could smell me just like I had smelt them.

"What are you doing associating with this KIND Jordan," one of them asked finally coming forth.

"She happens to be a friend of mine," He hissed at the guy.

"I hope not a girlfriend," he retorted.

"Of course not," He hissed "Now stop causing her pain. She isn't a harm to us."

They reluctantly did as told and five others came out of the shadows.

"She has something in her. I don't know what but its... Different. Quite attractive if I do say so myself," one of the younger guys said smirking.

"Back off Black," Peterson hissed.

I see he also calls others by last names.

"I'm just saying! I mean she doesn't smell completely demon. What if she is one of those filthy half breeds? You shouldn't be speaking to her."

"She is not a half breed! Even if she was it wouldn't matter! It is none of your business who I speak with," he snapped.

"Fine. We came to tell you, the war will be starting soon. Who's side you will be on is up to you but it's up to her wether you make the right choice. Same goes for her. You must choose," and with that they were gone.

"What war Peterson? What are they talking about?"

"One, you need to stop calling me Peterson, two, you should already know by now but I guess I will explain it to you."

"Fine JORDAN tell me."

He smiled"Better."

I rolled my eyes preparing myself for the speech about this war.

"Well you see our teams have gotten into a little disagreement. Your team thinks we stole the sword of war but we did not for it was someone on that team who took it. We saw him! They wouldn't believe a word we said so they declared war."

"That's awful! They can't go and blame your team for their problems!"

"We know. So, will you fight for our side?"

"Of course! It's not right that they can do something like that!"

He nodded and we walked in in silence until I finally spoke up.

"What's- whats a half breed?"

"It's someone who is part demon and part angel. For they have both in them and can't let either side take over without the other fighting back. So they are different. They can't completely transform into their true form."

"Why did he call me a half breed?"

"Because, you are just to nice to be a regular demon. You have to have some kind of angel blood in you. It's to much angel to not be a half breed."

"So your saying I'm..."

"A half breed," he finished"But it's nothing to be ashamed of.

"Do half breeds... Hear voices?"

"Typically yes... Why?"

'Don't tell him you foolish girl! He doesn't need to know!'

"No reason."

'Good. Don't tell him.'

"Don't tell anyone but, I am a half breed to."

"Really?"

"Yeah I just can't ruin my parents like that. They were so proud of me being accepted into the team and I couldn't disappoint them."

"I understand. Do you... Hear voices?"

"Yes. A lot actually."

"Am I supposed to listen to them?"

"It depends."

"What do you mean?"

"I mean if you think it's the demon side talking, don't listen. If its the angel then you should although, you can just ask them."

I nodded. I will do that. I will listen to my angel and disobey to my demon. That's the easiest way.

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Ooohhhhh war time

 

THREE DAYS LATER

JORDAN P.O.V

Ever since the team came to visit us I have been freaking out, I mean who wouldn't though? I keep telling myself I'm not going to die but I still worry.

I think Mulisa has noticed though because here lately she has been trying to distract me. I don't think it's possible to distract me. Who knows when this war will start? I have to be prepared and ready for it!

"Oh my god Jordan stop sulking! You are spending your Saturday worrying about something that you don't know when is! Get up and distract yourself and be normal for once this week," Mulisa exclaimed, throwing her hands up for good measure.

"What could possibly distract me?"

"I want to go to the lake and you are coming with me and you are going to enjoy it," she stated while grabbing my hand and pulling me to the lake.

"I hope you know, I am not getting in there."

She nodded"You don't have to," and smiled before jumping in and splashing me.

"D*** YOU MULISA! THIS WATER IS F****** COLD!"

"No cussing," she hissed at me as she popped out of the water.

I rolled my eyes and stuck out my hand to help her up.

"Thanks," she said grabbing my hand and swimming closer. Then she got this evil smile on her face.

"Why do you..." I didn't get to finish before she pulled me. Dang this girl has a strong grip!

When my head came out of the water I immediately began looking for Mulisa only to see she has already swam half way across the lake.

I swam after her,using my speed as an advantage. She was swimming her normal pace and didn't see me when I grabbed her from behind, causing her to scream.

"Nobody throws me in a lake and gets away with it," I whispered in her ear as I dragged her back to shore.

She screamed playfully at me and tried to kick and splash me but I wouldn't let her go.

"What are you going to do?"

"Throw you off that cliff, into the water."

"WHAT?! NO! PLEASE JORDAN! NOT THE CLIFF! JORDAN! PUT ME DOWN!"

She finally kicked around enough to where we both fell down and she started wrestling me trying to get me to let her go but I fought back and we ended up rolling around in the mud like a bunch of pigs.

"I am getting tired of this Jordan," she whined as we continued to wrestle.

"Well than give up."

She sighed"Fine," and stopped moving, allowing me to pin her down.

"YES I WIN SUCKER! HAHAHAHAHA!"

"No bragging! Now get off of me please," she asked giving me puppy dog eyes.

I sighed and stood up, holding out a hand to help her. She took it and before I knew what was happening, I was face down in the mud.

I groaned and wiped mud off my face and then yelled at her"I CAN'T BELIEVE I FELL FOR THAT AGAIN!"

I could hear her laughing farther away so I knew she had ran a little. I got up and walked over to where she was.

"Come on, we better go in and explain ourselves."

She laughed and nodded"RACE YOU!"

I chased after her as we ran in the house.

"No fair! You got a head start you cheater!"

"I didn't cheat! I just bent the rules!"

"You can't bend rules!"

"Yeah I can! I am Mulisa and Mulisa can do as she pleases!"

"Stop talking in third person!"

"Or what?"

And we continued to stand there and argue about pointless things. We didn't even notice that the whole family was sitting there watching us with amusement.

"OKAY WE GET IT YOU TWO!"

We stopped and turned to see that everyone was yelling at us. How they managed to all say it at the exact same time, I have no idea.

"So... How long have y'all been there," Mulisa asked trying to sound casual. I would've laughed if everyone wasn't glaring at us right now.

"Since you ran in," my dad smirked.

"Well that's lovely," she muttered sarcastically.

"Care to explain why you are covered in mud?"

"Well uh you see uh we... Lake... Pushed me... Fighting... Cliff... Mud... Race... Arguing... Yeah...," was all you could make out from our rambling.

"Yeah well you two better go get cleaned up. We have company coming over," my mom sung.

I sighed and shook my head. She loved having company although I don't know why.

Soon ,after we were clean, my team arrived and some of them weren't here yesterday to meet Mulisa. Great.

"What is she doing here," a girl hissed. Oh no. I recognized this to be Elizabeth.

"Elizabeth calm down. She is of no harm to us."

"Like hell she isn't a harm to us. She is on the other team!"

"IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT TEAM SHE IS ON ELIZABETH!"

"Oh I see now. She stole you from me didn't she?!"

"First off, I was never yours, second off, I'm not hers either so back off."

"LIAR," she bellowed before attacking Mulisa to which she easily flung her off.

It was funny watching Mulisa beat Elizabeth's a**. I think she was taking it easy on her to.

"Mulisa as funny as it is watching you beat Elizabeth, I think you need to let the poor girl rest," I snickered.

She looked at me and got off of her. I could see the black pattern in her eyes slowly fading out.

Then she realized what she had done"Oh no! I am so sorry! Please forgive me!"

Everyone looked at her with the 'what the hell' look and walked into the kitchen.

I stopped and waiting for Mulisa to scold her for being nice.

"Mulisa Dawn Barringer don't you dare be nice around these people again got it," I whisper hissed.

She nodded"Yeah yeah I know I know. No need for middle names."

I laughed and we walked in and ate in an awkward silence because of the fight earlier.

Everybody was staring at Mulisa as if though trying to figure out why she was nice. I hope they don't find out because if they do, all hell will break loose.
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There will be another update this weekend and maybe another because I am extremely noted and in a half writing mood

 

*bored not noted 