I'm Not A Rag Doll

Yeah I like completely forgot I'll remember in the next update which will probably be tomorrow

 

When we got to the doctors place, they said I could possibly die but I needed to try and fight it the best I could. I could have weeks maybe months but I could also have a day or so.

Something one of the masters gave me didn't agree with me and it caused this.

I sighed again as we pulled up to the great house. Why was I always so sad when I looked at this house?

"Its because your memories control your emotions," my master muttered.

I nodded and crawled out of the car. I ran up the stairs and into my room. I slid under my bed so know one could see me and cried silently.

Why did I have to die now?! I was almost free! Why couldn't I be happy? Why couldn't I remember this man?

"Because you have horrible memories of me that don't want to come back."

I peeked out to see a pair of shoes. Guess I wasn't as quiet as I thought I was.

"Yeah you were," he chuckled. Oh. He found me THAT way.

"Yes I did. Can I somehow get you out of there?"

"N-no."

Surprisingly I didn't shake. Why not? I shook when all my other masters spoke to me! Then again... This isn't another master.

"D*** right I'm not," he murmured and I giggled slightly. Did I just giggle? What is wrong with me?! I am dying! I am not supposed to be happy!

"Yes but you need some happiness right?"

I nodded my head. I guess it is true.

"Good now come out!"

"NO!"

I could tell by the silence he was shocked. I smirked. He should be.

"And why is that?"

What he didn't know wouldn't hurt him...

"It might."

S***. He can read my mind.

I used my small amount of powers I had just gained and tied him up.

"WHAT THE F***?!"

I smirked and made a sharp pain go through him but not enough so he would die.

I crawled out slowly, my hair shining. I was regaining my powers. Confidence gave me my powers and that is what I have lacked all year and now I have it, I can do whatever the hell I want.

"Now, tell me Mr.Master, how do you know so much about me?"

"It's to soon to tell you."

"Why is that?"

"You would be mad at me?"

"I'm going to have to force it out of you huh?"

I began to make him feel pain on his insides when I suddenly fell. What was happening? The guy was standing over me yelling something that sounded like "Stay with me! I can't loose you again!"

Again? How did I know this guy? WHAT. THE. HELL? How did he get out of my ropes?

Suddenly I blacked out. Well it seemed like I did anyway. I could still tell what was going on around me. For a little while anyway.

I remember seeing a truck and a hospital and I remember the guy yelling at a desk lady. Hehe. That was funny.

Now I could only here beeping.

"What the hell," I murmured or tried to anyway. It sounded more like a cat trying to bark.

"YOU'RE NOT DEAD!"

"No I'm not dead! Why would I be dead," I asked the voice.

"They told me you were!"

I looked to see that guy. Greattttttt.

"I'm not that bad you know!"

I scoffed"Probably not. It just seems like it."

"Oh s***! I need to call James!"

"JAMES," I asked, my eyes wide. No. No!

"Yes. He misses you," then he called the number"Hey J?"

"DO NOT TELL HIM TO COME! I HATE THAT LYING, SKEEVING, MANIPULATING, SORRY SON OF A B****! HE BETRAYED ME WHATEVER YOUR NAME IS!"

"JUST SHUT UP! JAMES DIDN'T LIE TO YOU! I JUST DIDNT LIKE HAVING YOUR MOM FOLLOW ME AROUND ALL THE TIME OKAY?! I LIED TO JAMES!"

"OH YEAH? HE IS THE ONE WHO CAME TO YOU! HE LET HIMSELF BE MANIPULATED!"

"OH MY GOD IS THAT TAYLOR," a voice screamed with relief on the other side of the phone.

I jumped up and grabbed the phone before the guy could answer.

"Yes it is," I hissed with venom"Where did my moms ghost go?"

"T-to her body. She left. She crossed over Tay."

I dropped the phone and fell to the floor crying. She couldn't be truly dead! No!

"Yeah." "Room one twenty." "See you later man."

At the end of his conversation, the man walked up to me and bent down.

"James is coming. By the way, my name is Steve."

I nodded and continued to weep, not even noticing when he left the room.

Soon the door bust open, revealing a panting man. James.

"Taylor!"

I looked up, growled, and continued to weep. I curled in a tight ball as he got closer.

I didn't want him close to me. Not until I got a full explanation.

"Tay can I explain?"

I nodded and he picked me up bridal style. He sat on the bed and sat me in his lap. He began playing with my hair as he told me what happened.

"Steve told me he would pay me lots of money to capture a man and his daughter or her would kill me. See I was powerful, So I agreed and didn't realize it was you and your dad. Not until you showed up...," I looked up to see a tear falling down his face.

I reached up and wiped it away, urging him to continue.

"Then when they realized I loved you... They used it against me. They hatched that awful plan that I had to go through with. They would've killed us both! It was easier that way... I didn't want you hurt. After that I got the money and became rich and never needed a job again," he said the last park jokingly but seriously.

I smiled"Okay. I forgive you. I could always tell when you lie."

He chuckled and shook his head, looking down at me as if trying to see if I changed any.

I looked up and noticed he was staring and giggled a little"I haven't changed that much. Not externally anyway."

"Yeah I can see that," he smiled.

I smiled back. His face was coming closer and closer as was mine. I suddenly had an idea. Right when our lips almost touched, I turned. I smirked when I felt him growl lowly.

I turned back and looked at him. He had a confused look. Not upset, confused. Why? He could read my mind.

I smirked again"Didn't suspect that did you?"

He shook his head after a moment of thinking. I laughed and got out of his lap.

"You know you almost died right?"

I turned around"What?!"

"Yep but good news! Your disease thing is gone!"

"REALLY?! OH MY GOD I THOUGHT I WAS DOOMED," I screamed as I ran over and hugged James tight.

He didn't expect this. He fell off balance and his back hit the wall.

I laughed while he growled playfully at me"You shouldn't have done that."

My eyes widened"NOT THE TICKLE MAN! I DIDN'T CALL HIM!"

He smirked as I ran in circles, him right on my tail. Suddenly he stopped and on my circle path, I ran into him. He began tickling me until I fell limp in his arms, breathing heavy.

"I think I am going have to buy you from Steve," he smirked. Oh boy. Won't this be fun?
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Make that today didn't expect it to be Steve did ya? Thought it was James didn't you? Oh how wrong y'all were

 

After Steve agreed to sell me, we headed off to James' house. It was REALLY big. Bigger than the last one!

When I walked out of the room James gave me, I got lost! He finally found me after I had been wondering around for hours!

I walked with James to his family room. There was a girl sitting there.

"Taylor this is my girlfriend, Anna."

"YOU MEAN TO TELL ME YOU TRIED TO CHEAT ON YOUR GIRLFRIEND?! JAMES YOU CAN'T DO THAT TO PEOPLE! YOU ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO LIE AND CHEAT ON YOUR GIRLFRIEND! ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU ARE TRYING TO CHEAT ON HER WITH ME!"

I was raging. He can't do that to a girl. Yeah I was heartbroken and jealous but no girl should be hurt.

"JAMES! HOW DARE YOU TELL HER I'M YOUR GIRLFRIEND?! YOU KNOW GOOD AND WELL I AM NOT," Anna screamed at James.

I smirked"James I remember you saying you have a sister. I'm a good actor ain't I?"

"Ain't isn't a word!"

I scoffed and rolled my eyes. I turned and smiled to Anna.

"Nice to finally meet you."

She nodded and left the room while I glared at James.

"What?"

"James you know what!"

"I didn't think you would know!"

"Yes James. I , your best friend, wouldn't know your sister," I said sarcastically.

He rolled his eyes and glared at me before we both burst out in fits of laughter. I still act young so don't judge me!

I walked by James, swaying my hips as I left. Sure enough when I turned around, he was staring at me with pleading eyes.

"Pervert," I sang as I walked away. I may be older now but I still got it .

Suddenly I was pinned against the wall by James. I smirked as he looked at my lips.

"Aww James. Someone missed me didn't they?"

"Of course I did Taylor!"

I laughed"You aren't going to win that easy."

I pried his arms off me in a matter of seconds before I ran off laughing.

I ran outside and into a garden which led me to a river. I heard the bushes move behind me and I quickly turned around to see James.

"Hello James," I chirped happily before going by the river and laying down.

He followed me and sat by me. I smirked and turned to him.

"You are an okay runner."

"Okay? I was on your tail the whole way here!"

I laughed "So a really good runner. Look! There is a bunny," I screamed jumping up and running after the bunny.

I caught it and began to pet it. I sat down and set the bunny in my lap. When it saw a group of its fellow bunnies, it ran off. That figures.

I wonder where James went? I was about to call for him when something attacked me and pushed me to the ground.

I widened my eyes until I realized it was James.

"God James! You scared the living hell out of me!"

He chuckled"Well I had an opportunity so I took it."

"AN OPPORTUNITY TO SCARE ME?!"

"No. To catch you off guard."

"Why would you need..."

Before I could finish James closed the gap between our lips. I was shocked at first but slowly began to kiss back.

I heard giggling coming a little bit away but I ignored it as I ran my fingers through his soft hair.

Without breaking the kiss, James sat us up and put me in his lap. I smiled because I knew I was going to be happy now. I knew I would be free and no longer a slave.

I heard the giggling again and a voice go"Shh! You're going to ruin their moment!"

Who was hiding? I guess James heard it to because he pulled away for a second. His eyes darted around as we caught our breath.

I guess he didn't see anything because he leaned in and kissed me again.

I heard the giggling again. What is with the d*** giggling?!

"Okay should we say something now?"

"Yeah let's."

What is with these voices?!

"OMG GET A ROOM YOU TWO!"

I jumped away from James as his sister and a couple other girls came out of the woods.

I blushed a little and played with the grass.

"What the hell Anna," James screamed.

"Pay up girls."

The other girls sighed and each gave her ten dollars. There was two girls and I could tell they were all three best friends.

"To answer your question, I am your older sister, therefore, I need to protect you."

"Yeah and it isn't because you were afraid it was going to go full on make out," he smirked.

"I hate it when you read my mind," she yelled angrily.

"Well you shouldn't leave your mind open for others to see."

Before the argument got out of hand, I asked curiously"What did y'all bet on?"

"That James would end up kissing you by the end of the day. I left earlier and sure enough he tried to make a move without success," Anna smirked.

"Well thanks for having faith in me sis," James screamed dramatically.

We all laughed and headed back to the house. On the way there, James slipped an arm around my waist.

I smirked and slithered away. I ran in front and turned around and winked at James before running.

I heard this before I got out of earshot"James, she is playing hard to get. What are you going to do?"

"I'm going play right back."

I smirked. We will see about that.

I ran in the house and up the stairs looking for my room. I found it and ran in, slamming the door behind me.

I locked it and backed up to the bed. I sat down and closed my eyes, waiting for them to start beating on the door.

It never came though. I opened my eyes and widened them as I saw James standing in front of me smirking.

"I came through the window before you even came in," he smiled proudly.

"Ugh, I had a good plan," I pouted.

"I have a better one."

I rolled my eyes and backed up so he couldn't reach me"Which is...?"

I crawled back further as he got closer.

In a bright flash of white, he had his knees beside my hips and my hands pinned above my head by the wrists.

He smirked"This is my plan."

"Well it's not a very good one."

"Oh and why is that?"

"Because I can burn your hands off."

"But you won't."

"What if I do?"

"I can take that risk."

"So you will risk your hands getting burnt off for a kiss? James that makes you sound desperate," I joked.

"Oh I am."

I laughed and shook my head"James it's not that easy," I smirked. Before he could understand what I meant I had used my speed to get away.

I walked out with him right on my tail. To be honest, I was a little scared he was going to pin me against the wall or something. I was to tired to fight back right now.

"Your scared of me are you?"

I could tell he was smirking"In your dreams."

I was to tired to argue anymore so I flashed up to my room and went to sleep. This is going to be a hard game to play.
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I am in a writing mood today

 

I woke up and felt like I was being watched. I opened one eye and saw James leaning over me. I close my eye back and turned over.

"Go away James. I am sleepy," I murmured into a pillow.

"I am your master so I can do what I want."

Playing the slave card are we?

"Yes I am."

I sighed and turned back and opened my eyes again. Still there. I groaned lightly.

"Fine. What do you want?"

"Well considering it's three in the afternoon, I thought you might want to get up."

I widened my eyes. I slept that late?!

He chuckled"Yes. Lucky for you, we don't have anything to do today."

"That's a relief," I murmured.

I sat up and rubbed my eyes, yawning tiredly. I could see the amusement in his eyes.

"Oh shut up."

He shook his head and smiled. Not a friendly smile but not an evil smile. More of a 'I got a plan and you don't know it' smile. It creeped me out a little.

"So... What are you planning and when are you planning it," I asked really fast as he jumped in shock.

"That's me for me to know and you to find out."

I growled and got out of bed. I walked to the kitchen and got as much food as I could on one plate.

I balanced the plate on my hands as I slowly walked back to my room. I walked in and luckily James wasn't there. I smiled and ate as much of the food I could cram into my mouth.

"Hungry?"

I gasped and jumped from the voice. I blushed from embarrassment when Anna walked in.

"I haven't eaten in days!"

She laughed"I can see that."

I nodded and continued to eat. I noticed she was still there so I decided to speak up.

"I don't mean to be rude or anything but what did you want?"

"Oh well we are having a really big party. It's for my birthday and I really wanted you to come. As guest of honor. We could get you am amazing dress! Ooh and I'm amazing with hair! By the way, how did you get it like that?"

I laughed quietly and answered"Of course I will! Happy birthday! Oh and my hair is naturally this way."

"Oh wow! It is so pretty!"

I blushed a little again"Thanks."

"I see why my little bro loves you so much!"

I giggled"He doesn't love me in that way! He just got carried away that's all. He's always been like that. He's a little flirt is what he is. He thinks I'm as much of a sister to him as you are!"

"We'll see about that," she smirked and left.

Greattttt. What are they planning now?

As I was thinking, a maid came in and took my plate and cleaned my room. I thanked her as she left. She responded by nodding.

I stared at the wall for what seemed like hours until James came in distracting me. I looked at him and he looked a little upset.

"What's wrong James?"

"Do you really think that I think you are a sister to me and nothing more?"

"Well yeah I guess..."

"Why?"

"Well I mean for eleven years you never came to find me. You never said you haven't before. You never showed a sign of more than that. So yeah..."

"I TRIED TO FIND YOU," he yelled angrily.

"YEAH FOR HOW LONG BEFORE YOU GAVE UP?!"

"UNTIL I FOUND YOU! I ASKED FOR YOU AND THEY WOULDN'T TELL ME!"

"IS THAT ALL? YOU ASKED?! TELL ME THAT'S NOT ALL YOU DID!"

"IT'S NOT! I SEARCHED PEOPLES HOUSES! YOU ALWAYS WERE SOLD RIGHT BEFORE I GOT THERE! I EEN BOUGHT MANY SLAVED TRYING TO FIND YOU! I WOULD HELP THEM IN HOPES OF FINDING YOU!"

"YEAH WELL APPARENTLY IT DIDN'T WORK UNTIL SOMEONE ELSE FOUND ME! AND OF ALL PEOPLE YOU ARE FRIENDS WITH STEVE?! I SAW CONNOR TO! YOU KNOW YOUR BRO? HE IS A FREAKING BUTLER FOR STEVE!"

"I KNOW THAT! HE DIDN'T HAVE A CHOICE! HE MADE A BET AND SACRIFICED HIMSELF FOR ME!"

"WHY DID EVEN YELL AT ME IN THE FIRST PLACE?! WHAT DID I DO TO GET YOU SO MAD?!"

"YOU REFUSE TO LOVE ME! YOU REFUSE TO BELIEVE I LOVE YOU! WHY CAN'T YOU SEE IT TAYLOR? I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU!"

"BECAUSE I LOVE YOU! I KNEW THAT I LOVED YOU WHEN I WAS TAKEN! BUT I REFUSED TO BELIEVE YOU LOVED ME BECAUSE I AM UNLOVABLE! I AM A MONSTER JAMES! WHY CAN'T YOU SEE THAT?! I AM NOT WORTHY OF YOUR LOVE! I AM WORTHLESS!"

"YOU ARE NOT WORTHLESS TAY! DON'T EVER SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT AGAIN! I AM SURPRISED THAT NOT ALL THE GUYS FELL FOR YOU! YOU ARE THAT BEAUTIFUL TAY! YOU ARE NOT A MONSTER! YOU ARE SPECIAL!"

"But I'm not lovable James," I whispered.

"Don't ever say something like that. You are plenty lovable."

He walked over to me and cupped my face in his hands.

"Never believe you are worthless. You are plenty more than that."

"James I'm not and everyone knows it!"

"No. You think it. I would to though. All beautiful girls feel like that at some point."

He looked at me straight in the eye to see if I understood. I nodded to tell him I did.

He smiled a small smile and brought my face up to his. This is the second time he has kissed me. Maybe he did see me as more than a sister?
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Still in my writing mood

 

I will! Omg I have an awesome secret that will turn the whole story upside down be ready for surprises and yes I am in a very big writing mood lol I have also been drawing all day and I can't control it! Stupid hands making me draw unwillingly *huff*

 

TAYLOR P.O.V

Ahhhhh! It's the day of the party! I woke up very excited. The girls had already bought the dresses and were bringing them up now.

I quickly brushed my hair and teeth. I had just gotten the last knot out when they knocked.

I smiled and ran to the door. I opened it to see four bags that, unfortunately, weren't see through.

I pouted slightly and they laughed. I looked up to see Anna and Bella and Mia I think?

"You two look alike," I said motioning towards the two.

They laughed"We are twins."

My mouth formed an 'o' as they walked in.

They laughed and pushed me into the bathroom.

When I looked in the bathroom, I noticed I still look seventeen. Now that I think about it, James didn't look different either. Huh. I guess it's a coincidence.

They straightened my hair and then curled it which I thought was stupid. Why straighten it if you were just going to curl it?

They put a light shade of black on my eyes and them put on eyeliner. When they were overall done, it was amazing!!!

We all helped each other with makeup and hair and finally the time of dresses came. I loved all their dresses. It fit them perfectly.

I was scared to see what mine looked like. I shakingly took the bag with the dress in it and went into the bathroom.

I quickly change into it and walked out. It was very pretty. It was black and had a bow in the front like a belt. It also had another layer underneath it that went out longer. It was short, strapless, and low cut.

I walked out and the others gasped. I panicked, afraid that it didn't look right. This dress made me insecure. All dresses do really.

"YOU LOOK AMAZING," Bella shouted excitedly.

I laughed a little while Anna scolded her for being to loud. She said James could come up here and see me before the party.

I smiled and we all walked down to the room. I peeked around the corner and saw a lot of people. I gasped and came back shaking my head.

"It's fine girl! We will go first," Bella winked and grabbed Mia and left.

"You realize I have to go last right," Anna asked staring at me.

I nodded and peeked out once again, looking for James. I spotted him at the bottom of the stairs waiting for me. He looked up but I ducked away quickly before he could see me.

He probably just saw a flash of hair and hopefully shrugged it off.

I took a deep breath and walked out. I stood at the top of the stairs and locked eyes with James. He stood there shocked. He was probably surprised I agreed to wear this.

I walked down not loosening eye contact with him.

As I walked down I heard murmurs"Do you see her hair?" "Why did she do it like that?" "That is strange hair she has."

I was so mad I screamed really loud"THIS IS MY NATURAL HAIR COLOR!!! DONT ACT LIKE YOU ARE ALL KNOW IT ALLS AND KNOW ME! GOT IT B******?!"

They all nodded and I walked over to James. He was staring at me without blinking.

I frowned and snapped my fingers in front of his face. He blinked and saw me in front of him.

"Wow," he murmured looking me up and down.

I slapped his arm playfully"Stop checking me out!"

He smirked"But you look so amazing."

"Yeah yeah come on. Let's get this over with."

"Aww. Do you not want to spend time with me," he pouted.

I laughed"I don't like parties."

"We can ditch."

"Really?! I am tired of everyone looking at me funny! I want cake first though!"

He laughed"Okay let's get a piece from the back so no one can see."

I nodded as we crept to the table with the cake on it. We cut two slices out of the back and put them on plates. We grabbed a fork before we ran out.

I laughed as we ran into their huge living room and I do mean huge. I sat on the couch as James put a random movie in.

*after movie*

I was confused. The movie was good but really sad. I didn't know what to do so I stared at the tv.

"That was... Interesting."

He chuckled"Very."

He slung his arm around me and whispered" I missed you so much."

I smirked"I would have missed me to."

He gaped"Not quite the response I was looking for."

I laughed and shook my head"What did you expect from me?"

"Hmm. I should've thought about that."

"JAMES!!! I MISSED YOU POO BEAR," a girl screamed down the hall.

I looked at James confused. He had gone pale. What was his problem?

I hugged into him and kissed his forehead to calm him down. It didn't help and I found out why.

"WHY ARE YOU KISSING MY POO BEAR," the girl screamed from the doorway.

"Look Chick, I don't have a clue what you are talking about."

"Ha! Yeah right! That is my boyfriend!"

I looked at James. That's why he was pale. He cheated on her... With me. I could have fun with this.

I smirked"If you say so. He is not very trustworthy. Trust me. I know."

"Who are you anyway?! His crazy ex or something?!"

I laughed"You wish."

"THEN WHO THE F*** ARE YOU?!"

"Language!"

She growled and I smirked"I happen to be his best friend. The one he cheated on you with. Of course I wouldn't have let him if I knew he had a girlfriend. Even if you are a b****."

"I AM NOT!!! HE WOULDN'T CHEAT ON ME!"

"Do you see his face," I sneered. She looked and noticed I was right.

"WHY WOULD YOU CHEAT ON ME WITH HER?! SHE IS A WORTHLESS PIECE OF TRASH! A SLAVE JAMES! SHE CAN'T LOVE YOU LIKE I CAN! SHE IS NOTHING COMPARED TO ME! I AM RICH!"

"YOU JUST PUSHED IT," I screamed angrily before pouncing on her and pinned her to the wall. I used my powers to make pain go throughout her body.

"I have been told to many times I'm worthless. I am not going to take it any longer. I don't care if you are my best friends girlfriend. I WILL kill you. Any last words?"

She nodded"Why James?"

He looked up for the first time and became furious.

"YOU WERE JUST MY SORRY ATTEMPT TO REPLACE TAYLOR! THOSE THREE YEARS WE DATED MEANT NOTHING TO ME! I ONLY WANTED TAYLOR! THAT'S WHY!"

She looked shocked and so did I. Why would he replace me?

"JAMES YOU SELFISH BRAT! YOU CAN'T BREAK A GIRLS HEART BECAUSE YOU COULDN'T HAVE ME," I screamed furiously.

The girl ran away after saying they were done. I stayed.

I looked right into James eyes and said"You are going to have play more game if you love me. You shouldn't have cheated on that girl. You know it," and walked to my room in silence.

I stared at the wall like it was the most interesting thing in the world. I have to choose. Stay here or go to Steve's. Yeah I know Steve caused most of this and sent me to slavery for life but I trust him. I never have trusted anyway besides my mom, James, and my dad. Why do I trust Steve?

I think I have made my decision. I will do what's best. I will...
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Cliff hanger

 

Thanks I love cliff hangers! Unless I'm reading them and not writing them... Lol who do y'all think she will pick?

 

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Not exactly close though at first it will seem that he is different but then BOOM! A big surprise shocks us all! Lol just letting y'all know that secret

 

Thanks OMG I HAVE A FLIPPING IDEA!!!! Do you pplz want me to tell you the idea cause I hate to spill all the secrets yet I want to explain everything that might happen